at last,
im going to take my mouldy cert.
meeting with MELINDA!! yeahh =)
hope that yl will keep to his words and come tml
ahhh i want a amkss gathering
i oso hope that UNCLE ZHAOLIANG will not go to jb!
but he has to fulfil his filial piety
what a good boy~ =)


im such an economics idiot.
after the power of os, life's just so BORING
poly or jc = NO LIFE!
arghh!



lol si shermaine and squad nco mr chia.
see how childish he look?
and see how chubby am i?
when will i ever be slim? =S

i feeling guilty after a day of pon-tang..
i dunno if god would punish me but,
i know that i cannot go through 6 hours of thorough lecture.

bought a spag top today,
kinda nice =)
and spent alot on FOOD.
lunched at siam kitchen,
i loveee thaii food.


how much i adore ur smile,
how much i adore ur cuddles,
how much i adore ur kisses,

ur loves pampers me, ur love makes us opulent

im quite satisfied with how innovative some website can be,
that actually enhance my memory lane.
BUT!!!
there's a catch.
apparently the website is giving me alot of problem.
i was suppose to login and edit some spelling errors and add in more pics.
however, my e-mail and pw does not seem to coincide,
despite the fact that i e-mail the web to send my pw to my e-mail to re-confirm.
the pw is still incorrect!!

its the holidays and yet i have school to attend.
and it ends at 5pm tml!
goshh the whole day is burnt.
sheryl's been really high and smiling these days.
im happy for you girl =)
oh and to yvonne(IJC'S YVONNE), hope she's ok..
goodness, what a trip to bintan.



i JUST cannot wait for this two years to be over!!

i love this blogskin alot =)
tranquility, peace, and simply because the world is beautiful.

that's why i have an aspiring dream,
no doubt typical but...

study hard now,
and when i have $$ in future,
i want to see the best sceneries in the world.


church tml so im tuning in soon,
yawnss.
cut off the part on the explanation, i've made up my mind
cwl, this is the last time im trying,
don't make me regret my decision..
i hope the two weeks apart has really made u tink alot
and that u're sure of getting this rls back.
pls, dun ever lie again.

thank you mummy
she went to retrieve my sim card for me =)
finally my nice number again.

and she's becoming my health consultant,
or is she a health fanatic?
bought evening primrose for me,
supposedly to cure my menustration cramps.
and oso omega 3, salmon oil
omg what the hell are all this pills for?
=(


its rather intriguing to see why people splurge on PILLS
that are so STEEP in price?
actually i rather skeptical and worried that pills nowadays hve sight effects
haha but primrose..
should be okie dokie lah =)

HOLIDAYS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGPING =)

supposed to watch terri perform,
supposed to stay with trunks
but *** sudden appearance, made me melt and burst at the same time.
i was fuming when i left sch, cause ** always spoil me plans.
still since its early i went to catch the movie - poseidon.
i dun understand how ppl can say that the story line is weak.
it clearly showed the selfish side of humans,
on the flip side, showed the unity and determination humans possess to stay alive.
i give its 4 out of 5 bites!


and blogging kills!!
really... and im considering switching my url.
there's only two reason why sg knows what's going on.
its either im god damn popular (AHEM~ jkjk) or ppl ard me cannot me trusted.
or else how com she would feel this way, does she knows the blog existence?
who else in ijc knows this link ?

so who?
now im feeling guilty about what's happening after looking at her blog.
i cannot emphasize enough the point that no one's involved in my problem.
why did she have to feel weird playing against us during pe...
quite disturbed by the fact that its due to my prescence. =(
chia weiliang u see what u have done?
because of ur act of dishonesty,
because of what u so called claim, that u're afraid i'll be upset.
and because of ur KINDNESS,
SEE WHAT U HAVE DONE?
IF ONLY U WERE HONEST FROM THE START,
will we end up like that?
will i stupidly blog this in my previous post,
"SG!!! wad's SG? (if u are thinking singapore, pls im a law abiding citizen do u think i'll criticize sg?)
no NOT singapore but a person.
goodness same name and surname, how freaky can it get!!"
all because of a person u actually MAKE UP!
primary sch friend my foot!!
IF U WERE TRUTHFUL FROM THE START,
WILL I??

gosh im feeling really terrible,
how is it that our break up involves another person?
NO!! its the fault of the both of us and no one else.
he was not honest and im not magnimous enough to forgive and forget.


how can i clean up this mess!? =(
girl, im sorry...

wad's called the right decision?
can someone just enlighten me?
often my thoughts and decisions ; complete contradiction
pls tell me what can i do?
what should i do so that at the same time i can continue this rls,
and also...
arghh i can't even put them in words!

tonight's going to be exhausting
maths tutorial,
econs assignment, i only knew it today!
and study for my chem spa


life's a series of adversities ; just pray

once again a year has pass, its time to celebrate the birth of a gifted
a child prodigy, ME.
hoho...

thank you to all that remembered and here im wishing all of u the best as well.
take care ppl =)

thankyou terri, trunks and all the other 12H peeps who gave me a mini party
love the shirt, love the cake and also the cream that is smeared on my face
FADLI~!!

supposed to meet mum, but she brought bro to the clinic for a jab
high fever, *BARFING* and to sum it all its gastric flu.
and i went off with sher from sch,
she thinks she can trick me into going j8?
i delibrately made her life diff and told her im not going.
expected her to make a flurry of calls or messages lol!
well im so mean rite?
and the gathering was so heart warming.

friends from polys(or polies?) and diff jcs,
we talked and i...
found out that nyjc has a gay principal,
found out that singapore poly business school is called a "sth sth shan"
and found out that poly is not as relaxing as it seems,
etc etc..
i miss u guys so much.





its mel and cin



my mr.handsome =)


the bday ger gets the biggest share.
its a ice-cream cake but it does not look lyk ice cream cake.
i stupidly thought that it was sponge?
the layers are so beautiful..




the 2 desperados and clement


another 2 desporados with clement



notice what's happening...


why is she smiling to herself...?




orh.. that calvin ahh~


FINALLY A SHOT TAKEN. =P



these poses are inevitable with melinda around...


thank you guys, u made my day





i love mickey mouse =)


woo hoo gonna look at ther other mickey mouse stuffs i received!
bag, pencil case, stickers, and many many more~
even tape!! ahhh
im such a lucky girl...

thanks to those who chip in, the shirt and the bag
and ppl, the meal at swensens should not be on u guys..


im a happy 17th year old teenager. =D

its kinda sad that my laptop is...
ermm not very efficient?
i went to blogskins.com and the only thing it can load is the bar at the top
but the computer at my living room can!
anyone knows what's wrong?

totally not used to the new regime =(
i miss the disciplinary actions carried out by great ONG terribly.
now everybody's mourning and sighing cause the holidays aren't exactly for us to rest,
heavily emphasized by the teachers that it is just a BREAK..
guess i better be prepared for the onslaughts of the examinations.
tml's the first war between shermaine and GP
followed by shermaine and chinese.
omg chinese, if u guys do not have friends of grade lower than D7 for o lvl,
i am a glaring example of a E8 achiever.
im gonna deminished that ugly grade of mine!!
im just gonna do my best =)

bought my pencil case, was comtemplating between holland or england.
well its england for me but the colour was not to my liking
so HOLLAND it is.
adore orange kinda bit
and if mum's free after handling all the license issue for my grandad,
she gonna have to forego some $$ for my sport shoe =)


my shopping list getting long and i yearn for...
i need another levis,
i want more bags.
nike sling bag, adidas sling bag, more more more!
arghh its in every girl man, spending is a therapy
that where retail therapy comes about.
i just want more clothes,
more shoes.
and another desire that i have yet share,
i want a DOG!

the first encounter of witnessing the cremate.
its was a moment of reminiscing, and regret.
scences of grandpapa pampering me with money,
or when i sit on his lap as he count his money,
and how reluctant i was to go visit him because i was just too caught up with sch.
to think that i cannot sacrify an hour or so to go over to the block opp?
what kind of granddaughter am i?
i could only ask for God's embrace, forgiveness,
its no use now cause the dead cannot return.
AH GONG...

forgive my curses and swears about my dad,
cause i love u daddy..

pls for the sake of this family,
retain ur current self and dun indulge into alcohol anymore pls.
i want to see the u when u're carrying me when i fall,
i want to see the u when u prepared the ginseng tea for me, though how much i dislike the smell,
i want to see the u when u reprimand ur sister, to give her strength when she was all weak and devastated.
i want to see the u that even when u are trapped outside with no key, u only answer nicely to mum even when she threw her temper.
i want to see the you when u joke to me bout taking ur $ but u generously gave still.
daddy pls for this family...


people, when is the last time u thank you parents?
i only realised it through the lost of my grandpap..

baby. i still cannot tolerate the things that im perturbed about.
but im awaken by the fact that anyone will *** and that i do not want to live to regret.
i love you but it does not mean that u're indispensable.
remember what i asked u last nite and u failed to give me an explanation?
i could just turn back and leave noe?
i just need u to be more honest, and frank and truthful about ur stuff.
can u?

"Photograph"

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

TO ALL THE MANY PPL HU TAGGED,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH =)


gonna have to give flag day a miss cause of the funeral rituals.
AWFULLY do not want a make up due to the fact that i hate being alone.
bought cleo's june issue and i said sth that made me laugh so hard.
to think that what made me laugh actually includes death of two innocent woman but..
here goes...

... two woman in west yorkshire England, collapsed
during sex and dies while on the way to hospital... ?


omg...
pleasures can be harzadous noe..
so beware if anyone triggers ur erogenous zone,
COME ON..
lol..


my works piling up lyk a heap,
arghh gonna have to getting going girl
shermaine koh~
GP!!! =)

first off..sher, cheer up k?
dun let ur smile fade away..
lovee ya gerrl!!

ooooooh ppl!!
go watch da vinci code!! it's almost 2 n a half hrs..
but it's worth it!! nice!!
haha...

oh ya..tml is my flag day...zzzz...n we're alr planning where to go during n afta tat..lol
been playing pool n returning home latee..
haiz..sorrie mummy...i'll b a good girl frm now..i'll try...
cos.......I WAN 2 GO CHALET!!!lol
someone pls pls pls book the chalet...haiz..
i wan a chalet...

hmmm....had our school 2nd annual sports meet todae..
pls lor....other skols alr having like 32nd annual sports meet kinda thing le...we still at SECOND.lol
damn funni.
the 4 mighty gerrs of 0626-D- r supposed 2 take part in the 4x100 relay.
BUT! dey so last min dens tell us..so we refused 2 run.lol.
in the end jus slack dere...
had pw meeting afta that..dens went 2 town 4 da vinci code!!
YAY!!!piggy piggie.
hmm..

i cannot take any more blows.
i really can't
i just came home frm the funeral and im devastated.
i lost my hp..
i called and it rang, it actually did RANG..
but no one picked up.
i msg and i msg, pleaded with the person to return
in the end, it was switched off.

i lost the fone with pictures of him,
i lost all the msg that he sent to me,
its all planned huh?
to lost it at this period?


what's next for me,
im tired and im worned out...
pls, let these bunch of ppl come back again,
i know its them.. i know.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN SOH =)


hopefully u're great there in india,
and may u have a wonderful 13th birthday.




this is the only time when i felt that there are colours in my life.

missed sch the 1st time in ijc,
17 of may

father forgive me,
forgive my family for following the majority,
forgive me..

so much tings happened,
so many ppl involve.
my family, class, and the boy.
the episode is soon to be over this sunday.
this is life, u will just be placed in that rectangular container,
buried or burnt at the end of the day.
ALL OF US WILL DIE.

this little entry space is for me to type my thoughts
and its a avenue for myself and sheryl to vent our frustrations.
if its because of what i did that caused a big HOO-HAA in the class,
i really sincerely apologise.
i did not have the intention to annouce it to the whole world,
cause this is a low profiled blog.
no one really reads them.
i admit that i jump into conclusions and that i should not just blabber all i want here.
but at that point i was just too furious to get my thoughts right.
after someone enlighten me with god's word frm romans,
i realised that i should just let my anger go.
im sorry 12j for the mess i made. really sorry.
hopefully my pw grp would accept my flaws when time to come
and we will still make a decent pw product.

i just need a room for sharing my woes.
friends pls understand..


u messed up my life,
u messed up my everything,
up to this point i still cannot accept that u did this to me.
is our love so weak that u have to resort to such means?
if its not then why? why did this have to happen?
are the times we share so little that our trust is so weak?
im now an invalid,
tears are inevitable but i will stay strong,
i cannot comprehend ur actions...
and i cannot accept ur explanations.


i really love u, why must these happen..




this is the last time ; i will say these words

I FELT SO FUCKING GOOD AFTER RATTLING OFF!

14 of may is still a great day,
grandpa received salvation and i thank god for giving sharon jie jie
courage to pray for him and save him.
he was in bad shape, there's no way he can tok.
sharon asked him "gong if u believe in jesus bite my hand"
he bit.
sharon asked him again "gong if u believe in jesus bite my hand"
and he bit again.
for someone who is a believer in other religiong actually accepted christ!
praise father in heaven, thank you God almighty for taking his pain away.


its 2 great blow for me,
not only am i afraid of the upcoming summer test and quizes,
my grandpa passed away and the one i love most lied to me.
i did my physics quiz today and im sure i'll fail.
there's no confidence and im just disappointed that i can't do one of my fav sub.
grandpa left to be with the lord on 15.05.06 at 7.34pm
his body came back at 10+ and i saw him asleep.
with nice clothes on, but a hard bed for him to lie.


why must everything happen in one go?
why must i find out the truth about u at this time?
why do i still want to see u all the time?
why do i still feel the same for u inside?
but why can't i accept the wrong that u done?
its because this time im hurt really deep.

i vouch ytd that i will love u always.
but things change overnight,
its not that i cannot fulfil that promise,
but things happen such that it can't be helped.


the first time u shouted at me,
u promised no 2nd time,
i could still relent and let go.
the first time u told me u want a break up,
u took it back and i gave in as well.
however shouts and rants is a common sight between us,
and so u did not kip ur promise either.

now, the first time u lied.
how could u..
the moment i saw the truth, i went blank,
wad happen to the person i know?
everyone say its 10 months, why can't i just let it go?
THAT'S EXACTLY THE POINT, its 10 months and we dun even have the most basic element,
and that is trust.
i cannot accept the fact u would lie about sth like that.
u say that its because u did not want mi to be angry,
in the first place if u were honest enough with urself, would i be?

28.o6.05ive - 14.o5.06ix

its a long ride,
its always on the wrong side,
how can i ever trust u again?
how do i decipher which is real and fake
when u can be lying anytime?

not a good day.
not a good day at all

i can predict what's gonna happen
i knew sg gonna be the one that spoils everything.
but nope she's not the one.
the one that spoils everything is u.




may 14. FUCK It

ok i shall not spoil my sunday.
its a day to praise god rmb! =)
to repay our sins and be free frm all agonies,
just sing our hearts out and say our grace.
that what my sunday is all about!
lol.

mugging with baby
dynamics is half understood.
forces hopefully i would haf the time to catch up.
ahh thank god there's cheat sheet. woo hoo
wad kind of quiz is that to allow a CHEAT sheet.

swensens that day with baby.



cream of chicken soup + lg = heaven



FISH AND CHIPS `yumm


stop taking will u!


ehh... stop taking!


arghh~ u are drving me up the wall...


like to take so much..
NAH! "AHHHHH~"


my turn!


caught ; u greedy pig! =P


hmmppff~ act cute..


fries and dips
coit tower
pictures not included.. TOO BUSY EATING!

end of the day, BLOATED!!


drinking earl grey..


he paid first and i emphasize FIRST
cause i will return the balance.
WE GO ON DUTCH and i don't believe in the "letting ur bf pay" policy!

THE REASON WHY IM UP SO LATE EVEN THOUGH I'VE CHURCH TML...
IM FREAKING FUCKING PISSED WITH ...

SERIOUSLY IM OK WITH THE BUNCH OF U PPL GOING OUT TO HAF FUN,
BE IT SWENSENS OR WADEVER FUCKING SHIT SECRETS OF URS!!
but hello!!!
on thurs or isit wed when we were deciding on which day to do our pw.
wad did u say u haf on sat?
U CANNOT FUCKING MAKE IT!!
FA CUP!? ok give u the benefit of doubt, i relent and decided to give my friday date a miss.
IN THE END WAD HAPPEN!?
U AND OTHER 2 of our groups mates tgt with ql and tabby
FUCKING WENT OUT AND DO WADEVER U ALL ARE DOING!!
ehh!! FA CUP AHH?
IF U ALL WANT TO GO OUT TGT JUST SAY AND WE WILL COMPROMISE.
DO U ALL HAVE TO FUCKING LIE TO TERRI AND I?

TERRI HAS A COURSE IN NZ,
SHE NEEDS TO GET HER STUFF AND FRI IS THE ONLI DAY SHE'S FREE WITH HER FAMILY..
IN THE END WAD HAPPEN!!??
SHE STILL GAVE IN, THE FACT THAT SHE KNOWS HER PIORITIES.
PW..
BUT WHAT BOUT U GUYS!?
NOT EVEN THE SLIGHT COURTESY TO SAY THAT "OK WE ALR DECIDED TO GO OUT ON SAT WITH THE OTHERS"

WHY DO U ALL HAF TO LIE!!!
HOW CAN U ALL DO THIS!!!!

my dynamics revision isn't exactly productive,
somehow due to misconceptions and
apparently im not in the right state of mind.
had a tiff and oh well ...
ALL BECAUSE OF WHO?
SG!!! wad's SG? (if u are thinking singapore, pls im a law abiding citizen do u think i'll criticize sg?)
no NOT singapore but a person.
goodness same name and surname, how freaky can it get!!
so our effort studying tgt today was kinda wasted and
at bout 12 noon i left mac and went yishun to take 171
ALL THE WAY TO BUKIT PANJANG!


on bus 171, when the guys slp the girls come out to play =)


pw, hopefully it fine,
and when my group's done with pw,
terri and i went shopping!!
omg i bought 4 mickey mouse pens, a 3/4 and a belt.
wooo! weee!!
played pool and suddenly 3 musketeers came into super bowl
and it SG SG SG SG!!
arghh! how bad can it get!!



u and i ; a long time ago.


WHO'S THIS!?




heheh chia weiliang!!

i was so depressed ytd i did not share my happiness bout ytd morning.
I'VE ATTAINED MY GOLD!! =)
thanks to trunks alot alot alot!
he accompanied me throughout the 6 rounds!!
+ him, terri, sher for support.
woo hoo its just a run like im going for election lidat =P
but i really nid those support.
im not as fit as before and i really need those motivation.
thanks people.


and what's the latest fetish in 0612j?
EVER HEARD OF VoODOd0lls??

TA - dA!

love . study . health .


one by one all getting that $5.95 doll from minitoons =)


thx to jess and zhilun for my love charm!!
its a little angel~


look at the wings!



adorable?


vooo doooo dollsss!!

i just nid a listening ear,
a ear that would listen
and understand my intentions.
but no ones there.

i was really sad about wad tpst said bout me this afternoon.
in the past ppl said that i have no goals.
i fail subjects like no body's business and even proud of it.
praise god that when i came to a realisation, i was saved.
i heard frm mdm lau that half the class failed chem test
and i was really afraid.
when i told tpst, she said that i always sure pass want why worry so much,
u always give urself so much pressure even ur napfa u oso can cry!
my heart broke when i heard that frm her.
i guess only amk popos would understand why im so afraid of failing because i have failed enough.
ENOUGH.
i have expectations of myself and i dun want to let myself down like b4.
its no secret that i smoke, i skip skool and was rebellious im not gonna let it happen again.
for some one like me, napfa is self acheivement and i feel good getting what i can acheive.
is it wrong to feel sad and cry?
she probably did not realise the disappointment i faced when chen and hanim say i cannot re-run.
is it wrong to have expectations, it is wrong to haf goals..


then for some reasons i left kfc and i sat at the station seeing trains go by.
each time i dun see u, i say i just wait for one more train.
one more becum two, two more becum three.
then i saw the dunno how many train flash pass with them inside.
we were at both ends.
tears again just flow for no purpose.
fought, foul language, and every fuck shit u can think of happen at sbw.
there's always an end.
and i just dunno when's the real "FINISH"
u say u care, u say u're sorry.
but did u see the attitude u gave?
not a phone call at all and u expect mi to reply those msg?
it simply shows nth but u simply do not care..
i did everything i could to suppress the anger,
be it too much, be it too agressive,
i did not feel good either.


set me free ; im cold and im shamed

i've got a task this weekend and that is to change my blogskin!!
woo hoo0~


mr chen allowed mi to run,
mr hanim did not,
i went to mr chen to seek permission
then he say better not to aviod distration.
so i run to terri and start to cry
cause i know that i will never get to try
but no way am i gonna let them beat mi down,
cause i am the one WHO WEARS THE CROWN
i call the shots and i want it my way
and finalli after everything tml's the day!!!

IM RUNNING MY 2.4km at 7.15am!!
yeahh!!
GOLD GOLD here i come =)

sit up - 44 (A)
incline pull up - 18 (A)
sit and reach - 48 (A)
shuttle run - 11.3 (B)
standing broad jump - 170 (C) WOO HOO! so happy!!
22/25
hais if only i got 11.2 sec, it will be another A
if only my legs could carry me further than i would get another A
haha next year!!



i love running
sha lala,
its so nice to be running
sha lala,
every body should be running
sha lala,
its so nice to be running..

what a day!
thx to sheryl leong who tells mi bout crossing the road in 3 secs!
lol and that y baby and me got HONKED terribly.
so siasway we run run run then the motorist came "BEEP BEEP BEEP"
so many innovians summore.
then we run and run just to try and cross a road in less than 8 sec.
BUT ITS NO USE.
we often end up waiting for the green man again.

seriously i would prefer photoimpression more to photoshop
ass hole i cant even copy and paste the layer.
SOME ONE PLS HELP MI!!


SPA was ... =(
hope everthings fine.
and i reali hope that ppl should just give the chem lecturer a break
so many complains and so many requests.
i failed econs and its the dunno how many times.
I CANNOT AFFORD TO FAIL ANY MORE SUB!!
NOOOOO~

im tired and i nid a break!

ahhhh...
in schol com lab now.
supposed 2 b doin chi mlg now.
but..as usual..cant b bothered..
almost whole class in msn...
hahah...lame ppl.
ah..
ai wo hai shi ta...

my blogger's in blue again lol =)

service today,
a chapter to share, 1 corinthians 10 : 6-11
purity many of us failed in this.
praise god..

pool with sheryl laopo and laogong.
hohoho.
9 ft im a total noob.
thrashed by hp badly.
but its fun~ who cares =p
hm sweet hm at 6+


praticing self obssession


he's mine mine mine and only MINEE!!
(not the ah pek behind)

tml's my FIRST spa.
SPA = science pratical assessment
but not the relaxing thing that taitais go and enjoy!
PLS BLESS THAT IM CAREFUL ENOUGH,
correct d.p and s.f,
correct comments and precautions!!


I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO USE PHOTO SHOP!
i hate my blog skin!!



sameix the streesseewoman!

the ger i so miss..
take care and hope u're doing well =D

cin i want a pic with u!

ELECTION! =)

hearing opposition parties arguing with the pap.
eye opening..
VOTE FOR ME!!
reduce cost? change of edu system?
they always promise us sth but i have yet to see these carried out...
so just vote and let everything be back to normal.


school's been hectic,
had chem test ytd and i must say its a tedious paper.
even the mcq qns required so much calculations and thinking.
and my main goal is to be on par with mr chia.
hehehe..
i gonna have to catch up alot on my maths physics...
and ECONS!!
what else?




cute rite =P

i guess there's sth wrong with our blogger account the whole page turned blue ytd.
well back to normal alr.


im looking forward to tml
why?
I'LL SEE MR CHIA AGAIN =)
and i'll just sit back and see how he style his hair too
lg cut his hair!!
im so gonna miss his beautiful hair. no joke even la0po also says its nice
rite sheryl?


dear's always there
he's even there when im in GP lesson.
it just makes me so happy seeing him frm a block apart.
thx for the warmth and love u provide.
rmb how much we wanna stop studying so we'll just have to get over with it
at least we still love maths =)
lg i love u so much

hopefully PIs ok.
pls at least 13%..
im really desperate and i mean DESPERATE.

Life's so unpredictable.
todae's purely a badd badd dae.fullstop.
hmmm...realli dun get it..
i noe i noe..it's my fault too...
haiz...dint noe...n ah..haiz...it jus dint turn out the way i want it 2 b...
many a times things jus happen this way...honestly,how many times do thigs actually turn out perfectly jus the way u wan it to?
haiz...nvm..blah...blame it all on myself.


and ah...hmmm...sudd jus had this feeling..->shitty
hmmm...dunno how 2 say..i may think i dun care much animore...
but..izzit true?hmm... is this realli the way i wan things 2 b?i dunno...
y izzit tat i still feel the little pinch...
crap.im lost.within myself.


sheryl____________________

wth happen to blogger? blue?
well at least its my fav colour.

FUCK pi alrite.
sori for that but im feeling very unsure about what is happening.
thx god, he made me strong,
to be able to curb my fear and anxiety and.. wad ever..
im feeling so uptight till the top that i feel that im gonna burst out crying.
i want baby's shoulder to lie on.
but apparently he's not giving me much attention because he also busy with PI.
arghh how can i ever do without him
he's my cutie pie~


napfa 2.4 today.
well disappointing cause i expected a much better timing.
come onwth!! i "de"-prove by 10 seconds and its a difference of one grade!
not forgeting the fact that my SBJ is SHIT.
unlike him, he's good in everything i dunno why i even exist.
well maybe Girlfriend number 2 is a calling, a sign.
who knows anything can happen.
so much coincidences its freaking me out.
sher, 3, pe lesson and the number of time i BUM into her..
arghh~


my life's dull so no colours for today.

SUPERWOMAN - karyn white
thx to huiqi for that song. =)
GUYS BETTER TREAT US GIRLS WITH MORE TLC!


Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me.

Now you say the juice is sour,
it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak.

I'm not your superwoman.
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you.
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you.
But when you get there,
you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk.
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same.
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care.

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.
I'm not your superwoman.
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let downand think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugsas a token of love from you to me.
Oooh, baby

Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugsas a token of love from you to me. Oh...

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me
I need love,
I need just your love,
I'm not your superwoman...

hoping everythings ok =)
chalet~
PPL I GONNA BOOK ALR!
PLS COME OK!!


INTRODUCING THE FANTASTIC!!






















brace urself...
EXPLICIT!!!


















non other than.. MY BROTHER!!





and this..
wad are u guy suppose to see??




ans: 3 lovely ladies under the beautiful nite of apr 29 at FULLETTION HOTEL!




im nth but full of nonsense!