i vouch ytd that i will love u always.
but things change overnight,
its not that i cannot fulfil that promise,
but things happen such that it can't be helped.


the first time u shouted at me,
u promised no 2nd time,
i could still relent and let go.
the first time u told me u want a break up,
u took it back and i gave in as well.
however shouts and rants is a common sight between us,
and so u did not kip ur promise either.

now, the first time u lied.
how could u..
the moment i saw the truth, i went blank,
wad happen to the person i know?
everyone say its 10 months, why can't i just let it go?
THAT'S EXACTLY THE POINT, its 10 months and we dun even have the most basic element,
and that is trust.
i cannot accept the fact u would lie about sth like that.
u say that its because u did not want mi to be angry,
in the first place if u were honest enough with urself, would i be?

28.o6.05ive - 14.o5.06ix

its a long ride,
its always on the wrong side,
how can i ever trust u again?
how do i decipher which is real and fake
when u can be lying anytime?