i cannot take any more blows.
i really can't
i just came home frm the funeral and im devastated.
i lost my hp..
i called and it rang, it actually did RANG..
but no one picked up.
i msg and i msg, pleaded with the person to return
in the end, it was switched off.

i lost the fone with pictures of him,
i lost all the msg that he sent to me,
its all planned huh?
to lost it at this period?


what's next for me,
im tired and im worned out...
pls, let these bunch of ppl come back again,
i know its them.. i know.