missed sch the 1st time in ijc,
17 of may

father forgive me,
forgive my family for following the majority,
forgive me..

so much tings happened,
so many ppl involve.
my family, class, and the boy.
the episode is soon to be over this sunday.
this is life, u will just be placed in that rectangular container,
buried or burnt at the end of the day.
ALL OF US WILL DIE.

this little entry space is for me to type my thoughts
and its a avenue for myself and sheryl to vent our frustrations.
if its because of what i did that caused a big HOO-HAA in the class,
i really sincerely apologise.
i did not have the intention to annouce it to the whole world,
cause this is a low profiled blog.
no one really reads them.
i admit that i jump into conclusions and that i should not just blabber all i want here.
but at that point i was just too furious to get my thoughts right.
after someone enlighten me with god's word frm romans,
i realised that i should just let my anger go.
im sorry 12j for the mess i made. really sorry.
hopefully my pw grp would accept my flaws when time to come
and we will still make a decent pw product.

i just need a room for sharing my woes.
friends pls understand..


u messed up my life,
u messed up my everything,
up to this point i still cannot accept that u did this to me.
is our love so weak that u have to resort to such means?
if its not then why? why did this have to happen?
are the times we share so little that our trust is so weak?
im now an invalid,
tears are inevitable but i will stay strong,
i cannot comprehend ur actions...
and i cannot accept ur explanations.


i really love u, why must these happen..




this is the last time ; i will say these words