lolx.
I LOVE TERRI TAN MY DARLING =)


thanks for getting those tits from nz
smiless~
and those gummy sweets
yumm yumm ~
and the sweet postcard


felt so guilty but thanks alot girl


SUMMER TEST IS OVER.
plss i want to pass all subjects.
im hopeful, but...

prepare for the worst.

3 PAPERS DOWN!!
wooo hooo!!
YEOWWW!!
one more to go!

thank god 12j is featured only a TEENY WEENY part of the programme
ooOo-lala..
maths is ok dokie but!!
most probably will just scrap through or FAIL a little.
ahhh!
im ultra CARELESS, super RECKLESS and XXX-less!!


chemistry tml,
totally not prepared, =(
i want to go out with my ladies!

sch's commencingg
STRESS!!!
physics paper tml
wish me lots of luck, i need lots of them.

thank you henry for spending so many hours with us at mac.
u're terribly underpaid =S


spoke to mum about my fears,
sermon today daunt sth upon me
and i need help.
i hate the lonely nights and i need assurance.
whether or not im worrying too much,
i need an answer to what im fearing.
whether or not the results will be -ve.
i need to know what is going on.

god pls help me.

recap my chemistry topics at kfc amk today
as i didnt know that chemical equilibruim will be tested,
i figured that there's no point GETTING the chapter right now.
more importantly, FOCUS.

jk lele cle pete came
jk came to study as well.
AND PETER'S LEAVING FOR PARIS!!
till dunno when, lucky ass.
the guys went to have a game of dota while i wait for sheryl to come.
pool at k-pool =)
im getting luckier at shots.
then went for dinner.
and the rest of the night was with dear.


there's school tml but i can't turn in,
i have been slping rather late these few nites..
not too good ah, shermaine koh.

schools commencing soon and not that i hate it or wad,
i just cannot help but hope that there won't be prequisites for h3 maths.
NOT that im a GENIUS at math, but i love doing math?
i just want to learn everything that math has to offer?
everything is RESULTS RESULTS RESULTS..

oh goshh, 6 things , habits blar blar,,
here goess

1) i had this really ugly mole on my chin and i removed it

2) i love reading cleo.

3) i used to have a really bad habit that i shan't tok about anymore

4) like cindy, I LOVE EATING.

5) the biggest damage i made was $700 spend in a day

6) i have really bent elbows that ppl get so amused at

tata! there u go cindy!

neglected ur feelings,
its seems as if u read mi like a book,
its looks as if i know u inside out.
im sorry,,
realy sorry...

ECP with mum and bro. =)
i love family bonding, i love them
then physics at my house mac


look at mel and cin
hais i miss my days in npcc too
but its a disturbing fact, NOW WITH THE DSA,
that uniformed groups are not attaining the kind of attendance they rightfully should have!
how i fought my way through to quit band,,
when i was one of the lucky/unlucky, (u guys fill in the blanks) students to be chosen to be in band,
most probably because i know abit of music.
i mean this is one thing amkss should stop, HOGGING THOSE PPL TO JOIN THE NICHE CCA
ahhh! this is so infuriating


but...
ROD's is in JULY =D!


us, yesterday

just as we were to embark onto another phase of our journey,
an obtacles arise from nowhere,
we can't get across,
you and me, tgt we share the similar scar,
that will forever be engraved in the book "tears we shed"
but dear, u were gracious and magnanimous,
u not only forgive me but still embrace me in ur arms,
i love u, thanks for not treating me the way that i did..

its as if im going on the FIRST date with dear.
im feeling excited =)
most probably, reason being, for the whole holiday,
im always out with him mugging and we did not get a time of our own tgt.
ALONE.
well, pray that i get my transforamtion and function right today
or i'll go out worrying bout my studies the whole day.

its 8 more days to another milestone,
that's just a week away.
but its seems like just ytd that i held ur hand,

we did it for o lvls,
we'll try again at summer test.
JIAYOU baby!!

im tagged again,
all thanks to another mel.. melissa!!


NOT IN ORDER =)

5 snacks i enjoy:
1) Moshi icecream
2) salsa sauce with chachos
3) tako pachi
4) tori Q
5) drinks can riite? BUBBLE TEA!!

5 songs i know all the words to:
1) duh... the national athemn la
2) amkss school song
3) definitely i'll be there for u by bon jovi
4) are u happy now by michelle branch
5) and basically i know quite a few songs by hard, SAY YES TO MUSIC!
wahh hahah

5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
1) take part of the money for medical check up to make sure that my family members are all healthy
2) renovate the apartment and furnished with new furniture
3) clothes and all things glam
4) spending not more than 50 million(tgt with the other stuff above) TOUR THE WORLD =)
with all my love ones.
5) keep the remaining 50 million for rainy days


5 places i would run away to:
1) his house?
2) still his hourse?
3) i think i would definitely be his house
4) i thought i already gave an ans?
5) church of course

5 things i would never wear:
1) the said to be trendy stockings nowadays YUCK!
2) those t-shirt imprint with FAMOUS superstars
3) translucent top
4) i cannot
5) think of any other more things.

5 bad habits:
1) i love to spend money, till im left with only a few dollars for the rest of the month
2) which also means that im a bad planner
3) definitely procrastinate (eh who doesn't?)
4) get carried away easily? er do i?
5) neglect baby's feelings

5 biggest joys:
1) my mummy, daddy and brother =D
2) of course chia wei liang
3) my besties all of them
4) right now the samsung- z540
5) im contented with what i have, all because of the lord above
thank you

5 favourite toys:
1) when i was 5, barbie and polly pocket
2) then came power rangers
3) i grew bigger and grow out of it
4) okok there's this tigger that dear caught for me and i really love it
5) mickey mouse

5 fictional characters i would date:
1) i won't date
2) cause im attached
3) happily with chia weiliang
4) nope i really won't date!
5) ok maybe.. SMURF!


i am going to be nice and tagged
1) sheryl!!
2) yvonne!!
other have alr done it so no point! lol

IM SO HAPPY!
HAPPY IS THE ONLY WORD.

> _______________________ , <

bought my long awaited, samsung z540
wootss!!
throw my kisses to MUMMY
=) =) =)


went mugging with baby first at my hse mac.
left him alone at mac because i went to meet up with my mum at the hp shop.
so sweet of mummy "why wl dare not find me isit? next tym how to call mother.."
gave him a ring and he came to the shop to look for my mum and me
not fogetting that i lose SO many phones..
she gave weiliang a task "TO LOOK OUT FOR ME, IM SUPER CARELESS!"
as a matter of fact, TO THE MAX. heehee
then we to amk kfc for more CUPPING (another word for mug lah!)
love the carrot cake at the hawker. yummy.

ytd was also XXXX - ted day =)
went to baby's hse.
flip through the thick albums that contained his pictures frm MOONS ago.
how i wish i can be the one that embrace the young him. =)
saw this pic with his dad cuddling him
awww~ i LOVE him SO MUCHH!!
sometimes its not that i think too much,
yes im 17 but i cannot stop thinking about my future
its a bleak.
no matter how much i study i don't seem to be attaining the results that i desire.
so WHAT FOR STUDY SO MUCH?
just wait for wl to grad, get a decent job and feed me with all that he earned =)
hohohoh..
see fantasizingg, but its good to dream.
STILL I BELIEVE THAT FACING THE CHALLENGE IS HALF THE BATTLE WON.
i have not taken the summer test this mid term and
so im not gonna make anymore of such assumptions.


before this break culminates,
i've yet to...

1) eat sushi with baby
2) sukiyaki with baby
3) beach with popos.


dear,
if I get there before u do, don't give up on me.
i meet u when ur chores are through, i dunno how long u'll be.
but im not gonna let u down, darling wait and see
and between now and then, till i see u again
i'll be loving u, love me.

if any thing, by the act of god happens to me,
in simple words. MISHAP
baby tell my mum, dad and bro how much i love them
tell sheryl that she's been a really great fren
tell mel and cin that they ROCKS.
tell jm and evon their my lil darlings.
tell the guy friends that they widen my social life, MORE BOYS =)
tell terri that she've been wonderful
tell my class 12j that im glad to be part of them even though conflicts are inevitable.

and of course,
not forgetting to tell u that,
i've always love u so.

picutures with the POPOS!!
short of a video featuring my dearest =)
he was completing a dare, played zhong ji mi ma.
yes its so typical but awww dear's just so sweet

played other stupid games like simon say, the chi version
and also the game meddling about multiples of 7and9
tell u ppl sth, ZHAOLIANG'S RATHER BAD IN THIS!
hohoohhooo



look at him lah, chia may i noe wad is that eyes for?



yvonnee my npcc bestie


dear did this =)
and the watch i must say, its only $9 after a bargain at the amk pasar malam


and we tried to advertise for heineken
as u can see BELOW, attempt failed.
BOO HOO~



"drink heineken!"
and we were supposed to look sexy!

introducing FANNY jiee


clement!!


shers, my lovely laopo always
she has been a joy.


look at sheryl, don't you think she resembles JASMINE CHIA?





after steamboat, we smack balls.


and some cannot help not resisting the cameras.

tagged by mel.. =)

1. do you stare into space and secretly smile to yourself?
duh... im a lady

2. do you fantasize about men?
if i don't, im a lesbian.

3. if yes, what are your fantasies about?
having a good marriage with chia weiliang

4. have many boyfriends do you have before?
oOoO.. 5, 6.. mel don't u know?

5. do you fall in love easily?
sadly.. YES before i met sj...

6. if you were to choose your own fairy tale with your prince charming, what would it be about?
hmmm its a fairy tale, so i dun even think about it.

7. have you ever stand naked in front of the mirror and admire your own body?
yes cause i have a mirror in front of me when i change BUT i do not admire the fat body of mine.

8. when you have special feelings for a someone, what would you do to convey them?
oh that's like something i have not done in a year and i would not want to do it anymore.
i've got him =)

9. name and rate your top 5 best features, on a scale of 10.
my eyebrows
my eyes
my eyebrow
my eyes
and still my eyebrows.

10. if you get to spend a day with anyone of the opposite sex, who would it be? and why?
chia weiliang, he's like the only guy i want?

11. when was your first kiss?
when i was at the nice age of 13

12. if you only have a choice, would you prefer to go topless or bottomless?
bottomless.

13. who's your first crush?
eugene ling frm my pri sch.

14. name a person of the same sex that you would love to spend your lifetime with.
can i name more?
definitely sheryl,mel,cin,evon,jm =)

15. if you get to shape your own destiny, how would it be like?
to be healthy, then maybe a little wealthy

16. which would you prefer to devote your time to; studies or relationship?
equally important. without studies there won't be relationships.
without relationships, I WON'T STUDY.
see weiliang that's how important u are to me.

17. name 10 people who have made an impact in your life. (not in order)
1. STELLA TAY (my mum lah)
2. Kelvin Koh
3. Sherman koh
4. CHIA WEILIANG <3
5. sj
6. melinda
7.cindy
8.sheryl
9.yvonne
10.jiemin
THERE'S MORE!!


18. nose digging or ear waxing?
er.. removing both shits are equally SHIOK.

19. firmer butt or bigger boobs?
firmer butt

20. describe what is considered as a perfect sexual intercourse.
the one that i get to marry and spend the rest of my life with.
hopefully its ... nahh im only 17.

wednesday =)
its well spent and im LOVING it
bababababa~


morning rise and shine
went to mum's office
lunched at thai restaurant
its stupendous~!! yum yumm
she drove me to amk kfc where i studied and wait for chia to arrive.
completed the MI practice qns.
i love the corner because its conducive and private.

THE WAY TO EXCEL IS TO GET UR RUDIMENTARY SKILLS RIGHT AND FOUNDATION BUILT.

basically im NATO-ing and what's that?
No Action Talk Only.

after a little bit of achievement i went to the arcade
uncouth ppl!
biting nails in the public puke!
bought a watch frm the pasar malam
its nice whatt can't help it (and it has the word SHENBA on the face of the watch)

met with the POPOS!!
im so happy to see them
jm!! and even FANNY jie!!
pics another day and i shall go and study for my chemistry

if u think u've got a eye problem,
i safely say that no u dun,
its 2.15am and im really keen on studying
nites ppl!

SHOW U GUYS ANTIQUE






ah i hate this. look at the lips
>.<

hoho!!
hilarious shit =P

anyway mugging with the girls ytd was..
we were so TALKATIVE
then we went to smack pool balls
and for that guy's information,
chiaweiliang did not need to tell me that u guys are at kpool
cause sher and von and ME already planned to chill at the snookerium

ahh wadever i had fun.

dinner at ramen ten and off to the arcade
lala so fun
and jaseline peh ahh..
she's so evil u noe, when we were in the lift, she told daniel and wl to surround me
boo hooo im short .. lol.
i thought only god knows that im 159 =(

today mugged at mac.
maths i so lovee oOOO..
but some UN-educated brats just made the place so noisy
fancy trying to take on 2 small girls
just because these little creatures comment that they were noisy
haiyoo what is the world coming to?

okie dokie everyone is FOOTBALLING,
i shall entertain LOONG checkers
hohoh im so gonna be thrashed!

yes its gonna be a year soon
our 2nd milestone!!


bought:

mickey mouse and minnie mouse frame
mickey's couple mug
mickey's cap
2 tops
-spag
-and long sleeved top
2 tops
-black
-purple


the month's expenditure
hmmm so what's wrong with my mum?
too much? there's like still one more thing i have yet to get.
MY z-540!! ARGHHh!!
and another thing i have yet to get.
MY shoe...
and another,,
my adidas jacket

so mum, have it crossed ur mind that i can't pull the brake now?
hohohoo~
plus, IM AIMING ON ANOTHER BIRKIES.
blame it on those designers back in the 1900s,
these little brats goes well with everything u wear.

orange, the cheeries, the stippies and the greenies
ahhh!!

presenting...

lots of love =)








i've yet to take a decent pic with terri
i wonder how's that girl doing in new zealand?
take care and loads of love =)

MUGGING SESSION WITH LAOPO AND LAOPO
LOLS!
yvonne and sheryl





aww, im so gonna conquer u
PHYSICS!
rahhh!

I love chia wei liang =)
yes i love chia wei liang
people get bored but I LOVE CHIA WEI LANG

our love now, sour it may be
but still i care and when i saw those eyes when u receive the mickey's couple cup
i knew i won't regret giving u the 2nd chance.


u are magnificent
eternally, wonderful, glorious
Jesus, no one ever will compare to you jesus.

the humble king
the name a fraud
the lamb of god

i love these.

dinner today was sumptuous.
chicken fantastic + 2 pepper drumlets
where was i?
"MACDONALD'S"
every girl is making a fuss
about how many extra pounds they put on during this vacation
hais same goes for me
i need physical education or...
oh gosh i cannot even picture what's going to take place.
disastrous! im hittin **kg!!
make a guess? lalala


who says life's dull?

what a night...
whatever it is, to me its just a misunderstanding
pls dun complicate matters and let everything be back to normal.


there is 12js class outing today but i did not go in the afternoon.
reason being i've got tickets to terri's ballet concert, at nanyang girls' high
and that it starts at 3.30.
THUMBS UP TO THAT GIRL =D
she's great, with so much elegant and grace
hope laopo and mel enjoyed it
not forgetting baby too

made my way to 67 busstop so that i could meet up with zhilun at cck
stupidly stood at the bus stop for some time
and it took me awhile to realise that im on the opposite side.
alr my feet is killin me and yet i had to crosse over the bridge,
climbing those never ending flight of stairs
oww~
was at the mid of the bridge and i saw 67 came
SHIT SHIT.
had to wait for another 20 mins for the next bus.
sucks~ (really sorry zl)

however there was a chg of plans as we will reached marina bay really late
and that the peeps have alr started eating
guess there will always be another time and so we did not meet up with the peeps.
hope they had fun and enjoyed themselves

nites


and thanks zls =)

i noe how much im being cherished,
and i noe where i stand.
it can be seen from the times where disputes rise
and how my day was being done.
i noe that its a crowd and that's why im always the reserved.
its hard to to feel that way but its always when the real player has to go,
then will i come in.
im only a stand in, im invisible.
that's the least i feel about my existence.
it pains me, but that the truth about life.
it either u have it or u don't, and that's friends.


they never listen..

Pouts~
bad tummy ache, bad tummy ache.
swallowed four white capsules
and I don't know if you people know what im talking about,
but when the white pills melt, the bitter taste reins~
yucks~ double ewww~

watch "she's the man" recommended by jessen and tabby =)
i give it 4 out of 5 bites
*sound effects~

after which went to baby's place
didn't mention that mrchia bought a pants right?
i paid first because he did not bring enough,
and when he told his dad bout it,
daddy chia was like asking if i quote high interest.
lol.
studied and i tickled him so hard!
dear's laughter is adorable, giggles
he tried so hard to tackle back but i was just to ferocious *RAHH!
should have video the way he gave up and curl himself like some cacoon
i love him so much, to bits, to pieces to...
i just LOVE him
girls come near and i'll bite u so hard ur nehs drop down
(wth am i talking like that for?)

whatever it is, biatches
FUCK OFF hohohoh..

then its time for dinner
his daddy bought friend rice **vermiceilli =)
should have seen the portion, enough to feed sherman.
haha at least to me it is, and daddy chia made me finish the plate i scoop up =S
how cann? i've got a figure to worry about u noe `ahemm~
ahh enough of nonsense, share with you people my admiration,

yeahh~
finally and hopefully our GPP is counted, DONE?

was having bad tummy ache not too long
and after a session of *ahem u noe.
the process where u squeeze ur brown stuff out of the hole called "ASS"
im feeling a little in need for food, and that's HUNGRY.
should i make myself a nice bowl of yummylicious noodles?
or should i just starve till tomorrow?

well two outcomes,
choice one : i'll definitely put on weight
choice two: there's no promise that i'll slim down

so why starve??

that tells all of u out there that i gonna burn down the kitchen at the wee hours,
cooking those heavenly divine noodles.

and today i finally realised how good mr.chia is on paper.
esp maths.
i surrender~

baby has been nice to me these days
but somehow things are different after we got tgt again.
cindy told me to take a step at a time
and i guess that's the only thing i could do
its hard not to qns why he did that to me at that time
rather radical for someone like him.
and i know that a relationship has nth but probably more adversities.
the worse thing is someone who i DON'T even know,
got to say her two cents worth about mixing with me
its like after i thought of it even more,
i wonder why did i even apologise?
i was not in the wrong what?
is he that do me wrong and i got angry.
what has it got to do with her?
funny rite?
how did she even noe what is going on loh?

im actually really disappointed.
is he troubled about sth? or am i really such a diff person to work with?
at this point is the idea ok and is the group alright with it?
all that i ask for is more accomodation and communication
=(
pls~
i can't just decide and wait for people to object
then this will not be called a project work anymore

been away =)
and i kinda miss the times that i sit infront of the com pening my thoughts
(though its a short 2 days =S)


chalet on friday 0612j
changi- NATIONAL SERVICE COUNTRY CLUB AND RESORT
cheers, and i thank god for the opportunity to make our chalet such a memorable one
the experience we share is definitely one that no one present will forget
and i really kept myself awake for 24 hours
WOAH!
usually i knock out at bout 4
but this time round i lasted till 6+
"dun save ; use energizer , never say die"
i curl up like a ball on the sofa and rest.
jessen phone scared tha hell out of tabby jw and me.
next Jw alarmed rang!!
then i kinda went blank for 15 mins, by then its dawn alr.
saw zl and i said good morning! =)
lol.
had to leave in the morning because sec 1 camp is having campfire that nite.
needed some time to recharge my energy so i decided to go home and slp
but i waited for baby for so long!
i was alone in the chalet cause the others went to makan
entertained myself with street fighter vs snk.
kept fighting with the last boss - shinku akuma
tried continously but it was in vain lah.
finally baby came with the 2.40.
and his hair~ =(

went to tampinese and took the mrt
OMG!!
its so fucking coincident.
i saw my friends at tampinese too!
but i just said hi and walked away
hee very embarressed mah~

if only she could make it for the chalet...

sec 1 campfire is alrite
glad to catch up with chat wong and joo hui
not forgetting my lil evon!
why lil? cause when i held her hand during the dance, i found out how tiny her hands were!
=P

church service today
praise lord!
evangelistic sunday too.
thank you lord for everything
did research on pw quite productive.
have to make a trip down to woodlands library
haha no need to make a trip actually, its a routine.
hoo~
din noe there was physics mlg until..
so i only completed one. (force conceptual)
gonna have to start on the the other mlg tml



i so love physics , math and U! (i meant the letter u)

the walk ard amkss was..
its was a moment of...
i dunno really.
...
its indescribable.

took my certs and yeap its with mr handsome
hohoho.
and he ACTUALLY FALL FOR THE TRICK!
hes the holder of the record: LONGEST dumbo, (i wonder who's next!)
that's makes him a NO-brainer.
gosh,
same goes for weijin but its not as long as cle?

somehow everyone was not in the mood
ended up arcade, arcade and more of arcade.
when i finally decided to have dinner at the suki yaki at cineleisure,
THE PLACE IS UNDER RENOVATION? or is it closed down?
see? that explains how long i haven been hanging ard.
not to fret, i have a head full of restaurants for baby and me to dine.
hees~ (cannot blame, look at my size)
come to think about cineleisure is not really a waste either
cause i bought a top.

both of us decided to go CHINESE last night,
crystal jade xiao long bao at scotts.
ordered hell lots. eat till my jeans gonna give way.
saw patricia mok, woo how i envy her figure.
halt to my bullshits.


today was bad.
i know just how much pressure im giving myself
that im not how i used to be.
its good that i have goals and aims and targets and. wadever.
BUT!!
why isit that i cannot be as confident as i was?
math, it all went dipping down when i was in sec 3
i let my only pillar of strength went down the chao long gang!
having a BF that scores As all the time is not giving me much of an aid.
its more of antagonising, and i dunno how to say what im feeling anymore
too much for me to hold, to much for me to handle, its just too much.
if only he's not SO good in paper,
if only he's not SO comforting,
i rather he tell me straight to my face that I SUCK AT MATH.
then telling me im good at it.

im more than proud,
more than elated that he is SO good in what he's doing
but can someone understand how im feeling inside?
its not that im selfish or maybe i AM selfish
but.. its been going on since we started.

i was a 28 pointer but he? 13!!
i was 29th in class but he? 2nd!!
i was given nth but a leadership award of $150 but he? a award of $250 because of academic results.
i was given a space in amkss hall of fame under leadership, but he? under EXCELLENT ACADEMIC.
i was screwed at by teachers but he? NEVER!
i was getting 14/100, 18/100 but he? was among the 5 who passed physics
i was called a fatty but he? thinner than his gf!
i was struggling in sports, but he? a gold attainer.
i was slaming my fingers on the keyboard playing a lvl 8 song but he? silently tapping the keys for a lvl 28 song.
i was trying so hard to passed advanced 67 but he? just once or twice and its done.

there's just so much more i can never stop..