its the new year!!
but seriously this isn't a good year to start.
everyone is definitely not in the mood.
i guess its hard to get into it oso.
spend the first day at mt.E.
and i suppose ppl know wad this means.
hais...

but i oso get to go to my other grandma's place
it wasn't any better there
without yeye flor and her nonsense
there was no cny atmosphere at all.
i miss the soh family.
added on to the enemity between my uncles
arghh~
terrible.

worse of all!
this is the longest period that im away frm dear!
AHHH!!!

still..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

its SEVEN MONTHS!
=)

n its oso the eve of CNY
oh gosh wad a day.
slept n watch tee vee.
most probably going to granny's hse later.

miss u baby! > . < !!

woailiangx

wow its a week!
phew!
27 days without fail working, not even a day off.
and finally the fair ended, which means that im JOBLESS =(

recap..
21 of jan...
darling mel's birthday.
she's 17!!
once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

22 - 23 of jan...
WORK LYK HELL.

24 of jan...
worked as usual
but...
I WENT TO BSB NEVER GONE CONCERT!! =)
the first concert i went with my dear!!
not exaclty fantastic, overall i still enjoyed myself.

25 jof jan..
my first pay day.
i wanna rmb the first official pay i received.
A CHEQUE!










oso went shopping with dear.
bought a shirt from freshbox and fabrick.
both of us bought similar designs
couple tee =p
hmm however he bought more than me that day.
not fair one!!
hmmpFf

when night fall, we quarrelled.
it was bad.
we were brutal be it verbally or physically.

26 of jan
had to work as usual
still had not patch tings up with him.
went shopping again and bought a tee from mango.
ahh im over spending again!

i knew i can't go on with someone who would treat mi like that
or even be with someone whom i hurt
there was no way i could bring myself to carry on.
but it never last more than a day
i miss him and i needed him.
i still chose to stay.
im realy sorry for all that i haf done.
i love u

27 of jan
last day of work!
so many feelings, so many faces i'll miss
there's fangping and szeyuen =)
the melon seeds section - eve, sj, fy
i love the working environment no matter how hectic the schedule can be.
kip in contact my friends and i hope to see u guys soon =)
b4 reporting to singapore indoor stadium for more work
i bought a 3/4 from op.
nice and neat! most importantly LOVE THE COLOUR!

ahhhh
so many tings so lil time.
here i wish everyone a HAPPY CNY
and may the year of the dog be a good one for everybody!
god bless us all.
its time to return to worship.

ps: ohh there's just too much tings that im waiting to buy~!!

ahhh!!!
im so embarressed ok!
dun even wanna tok about it.
and i m in PAIN!!
arghh~~.

i love the drum machine in the arcade.
any idea where to them =P
haha ok im dumb
but if my pay can afford that machine.
I DUN MIND!!

love my boy! =)

sometimes i wonder?
why am i, shermaine koh, ugly as fuck?
i look at my flabby arms,
my thighs that are as fat as the pork's leg.
and the tummy i have to breathe in most of the time,
i wonder why i exist.
i m obnoxious.

look at my friends n mi?
i cannot even wear a tank top.
not toking bout short sleeve shirt.
i simply look distorted.

but then when i visited my grandfather..
my point of view about appearance took a turn.
wad's wrong being ugly as F***
when u are in the pink of health?
i dun ask for more.
right now i just do my best in work
and hope for the best in o lvls.

right now i kind of dread working
but thank god for the nice environment =)
ppl are nice, but some customers arghh~
a lowly paid job but i dun mind at all.
*though i grumble once in a while la
a nice supervisor, sinyee
and many nice colleagues
im happy =D

right now i wish for a great cny for my grandfater.
ease his pain
amen

ahh wad a blog...
yawns.
but its exactly how im feeling now.
BORING.

working means:
have not been in contact with the girls.
have not been updating myself with wad the theatres are showing.
have not been doing wad i really wanna do!!

i choose the job anyway so no complains lah arghh~
for tha sake of my $$
PERSEVERE!!
gambatteh gambatteh!

imisssheryl
imissmelncin
imisstheboysthatmademelaugh
imisstheguythatknowsmebest
imissthegerswhostepintomylife
iMISSschoollife.

wadever i miss
i jus pray hard that the results dun be out so soon
come on~
i haven played ENOUGH!
to sum it all i haven PLAYED yet ok.

finally an afternoon shift
so it gives me time to spend with my friends
and oso dinner with mum n bro =)

i dun want to ink about anyting else.
except o lvls n u.

wad the hell am i tinking.
right now im really really tired.

finally manage to squeeze some time for my self to take a break
and play my fav game! lols.
http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/Restaurant.swf

suppose to start work on the 5 jan
but my boss made a BIG blunder.
so started on the 3rd of jan instead.
HEY! that's lyk no diff from my friends at 1st three months...
they "kai xue", i "kai gong"!
i thought that i had at least two days of rest.

working at taka is an eye opener
especially in the morning with the procedure.
its lyk we haf "anthem" at the departmental store too.
when the music play, we have to stand at the corner of the store.
STANDING STILL.
plenty of foreign customers...
and they are much better than locals.
seriously i tink s'poreans ought to be ashame of themselves.
hais call myself a s'porean, we realli need to work harder towards politeness.
the japanese and indonesian are SO polite.
unlike s'poreans, spend a few dollars only, THEY THINK ITS SUCH A BIG DEAL!
hello! the foreigners spend a few HUNDRED dollars oso not lyk s'poreans ok!
no offence but the society is like that.
im quite disappointed actually, no matter what im still a singaporean rite?

working is realli tiring...
especially when i have to stand n stand n stand.
but everyday with dear accompanying me to work and also when i knock off,
it is definitely worth it.
when i see him waiting for me near the staff entrance,
i just can't wait to run to him and hold him in my arms =p
baby thank you so much for being there for me.
i love u!
(PLS DUN MAKE THE DREAM COME TRUE!)

=)
tatA!



p.s: yum yum i love dorayaki!

im stuck at home.
can't hang out with mel n cin.
wth~ all thanks to the man i call daddy.
i went to haf lunch near my place with dear.
thx for coming dwn =)
but i went home shortly.

i love sentimental songs at times..

25 minutes
-MTLR

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends

But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

I can still hear her say.......

im SO SO freakin PISSED with the man i call daddy!

to those going to 1st 3 months..
uhhh~ so sadd...
but it is definitely going to be a good experience.
to my friends going to 1st 3 months..
good luck and haf fun but dun forget me.

as for me...
work starts on the 5 jan
at taka b2. outside cold storage. =)
can't wait or i will be spending all my $$ away.

church service was great as usual
tgt with laopo we pop dwn tampinese mall and century sq as usual
i can't resist not buying anyting!
ahhh~ bought a shirt frm MI and a bag.
yes yes a bag again..
dear was lyk no no no dun but well..
i dun wanna regret it.

uhh i badly need a proper blogskin!

daddy is a big tym fucker.
his brains are lose
and he has the most disgusting features i ever seen
n i fuckin hate him to the core.
I HATE HIM!
I HATE HATE HATE HIM!

wadever it is im going to make my way out tml!
because of U!! u the fucker!!
the whole hse is scared of u?
FOR WADEVER SHIT!?
WHO DO U FUCKING THINK U ARE!
arse hole son of a ***
I HATE U!