sometimes i wonder?
why am i, shermaine koh, ugly as fuck?
i look at my flabby arms,
my thighs that are as fat as the pork's leg.
and the tummy i have to breathe in most of the time,
i wonder why i exist.
i m obnoxious.

look at my friends n mi?
i cannot even wear a tank top.
not toking bout short sleeve shirt.
i simply look distorted.

but then when i visited my grandfather..
my point of view about appearance took a turn.
wad's wrong being ugly as F***
when u are in the pink of health?
i dun ask for more.
right now i just do my best in work
and hope for the best in o lvls.

right now i kind of dread working
but thank god for the nice environment =)
ppl are nice, but some customers arghh~
a lowly paid job but i dun mind at all.
*though i grumble once in a while la
a nice supervisor, sinyee
and many nice colleagues
im happy =D

right now i wish for a great cny for my grandfater.
ease his pain
amen