decided to blog now
cause i will be out tml.
n i wan to make an entry
b4 the year ends

tym jus flies
the year is cuming to an end
2004
a year of sadness
a year of distructions
be it my life
or the world
everyting seems so wrong.

sch reopening soon.
i definitely not looking forward to it
amkss isn't amkss anymore.
many familiar faces are gone.
jus can't bliff dat i will be graduating.
reminiscing the past.
it jus seems lyk ytd.
dat i wear the uniform for the first tym.

i hope for a better year.
praying for no unforeseen disaster
may the world be a better place
hoping dat my results will improved.
but of course
empty vessels make the most noise
i haf to put in more effort.

b4 2004 culmination..
i reali nid to tell myself
I HAF TO LEARN TO SET MYSELF FREE
i cannot kip holding on to sth dat does not belong to me
each tym my eyes set on him
tears will flow.
embarresment...
i cannot cry.
i deserve all these.
i sld accept it n move on.
i haf been saying these for months n months.
i wonder when will i reali forget.
dwelling in to the past
hurts mi so much.
i lurvee u...

n it isn't easy...

a new year . wif no beginning

waves killed thousandds

its getting worse each day
death toll increasing by the thousands
the catastrophe dat hit asia
destructions in towns
new shorelines
its TERRIBLE

thankful dat s'pore
a small teeny weeny island
did not get swallowed by the waves
even though we are so near the epic centre
imagine singapore swept away by tidals waves
we will all be gone!

so i m gonna spend my days wisely...
ytd go raiders at 4.
but i could not concentrate
kept tinking bout wad daddy will do at home
mum n bro will be suffering
n i playing CS
it jus did not feel rite.
i dragged mum to sleep wif my bro
we squeeze in a room together
will we packed our tings n go again?
will it happen again?
i rmbed those were the days
where the 3 of us were reali happie
we were free frm a demon
a demon dat wil go mad anytym!
i hate my daddy.












but i lurvee s j lots

later going raiders again.
this tym wif fat ass my bro!!

today was suppose to be a great day
had fun in sch selling ice-cream
we earned money!
angelia meix n uncle ZL were farni.
went to raiders n played cs
though onli for a while
i still enjoyed myself.
my mum even cooked dinner tonite again

but wad happen!
CAN U SPARE A THOUGHT FOR MUM!!!!
u always spoil people's mood
she made an effort to cook
n wad happen?
jus because she ask u not to pour the soup
u suddenly went bonkers!
u kicked mama's chair n say thx you in a sarcastic way
U ARE BLOODY DRUNK!!
i hATE MY DADDY!
I HATE HATE HATE HATE MY DADDY!!!!!!
u took the chair n wanted to smash the com!
where are ur BRAINS!
are u loaded? or WHAT!!
please leave this house
dun be such a thick skin!
how much longer mus we stand this nonsense?
haf he ever brought happiness to us?
he onli used violence
n dat is the onli thing he is good at!
DIVORCE!! DIVORCE!
i can't withstand it anymore~!!!!!!

`pray for them.
pray hard for the world
pray with all ur heart dat
*THE DAY AFTER TML will neh happen.
disaster strike every now n den
is the world cuming to an end?

met laopo in sch 10.30
opps
i m late.
yuelong lah!
call mi at my hse at 10!
go j8 shop shop
catch kungfu hustle at 12.20
nice or not?
or sld i say exaggerating?
judge urselves xS
`wees...

went raiders!
play awhile onli
hais
reach hm at 6++

tired mi
sori i could not tell the truth
its far too embarressing.
but i'm fine.
coping well wif my emotions
at least i noe i m trying.
sori~

laopo!! u're the best..
but i reali cannot play in peace even after wad u say!
muacks!

u guys rawks too.
cin mel n joy.
joy. cheerup.
we are all beside u! xD

merry xmas

its xmas!!
MERRY CHRITSMAS TO EVERY ONE OUT THERE!!

ytd was great!
spend my x'mas eve well
met sheryl laopo
n we bought the same billabong bag!
wee3s~

weijin came n look for us first
den we go separate ways
*meaning mi n sheryl
haha she has other programme wif other people
busy woman!
weijin n i went khatib n meet up with the other peeps
zl . wx . wl . n clement
went queensway n i bought my adidas sneakers!
had a hard tym comtemplating whether i should get the red or the blue pair
in the end BLUE RAWKS!!
happie happie!

asked my mum to make a reservation at taka's seoul garden
unfortnately taka is full
n she told mi there is one at HARBOUR FRONT.
when we get there at bout 5
we realised it was breeks!
not SEOUL GARDEN!
mistake!
called my mum n she told mi she reserved at marina square.
wasted trip
but saw kian ann working at orange julius
he's a kinda funni guy eh?
cute n humourous!

together wif the peeps
went to marina square seoul garden
saw jiesheng n serene
n dey were sitting right beside us
i din even realise.
stuffing ourself wif food
or was i playing wif the food?
zl kept calling mi auntie
n i kept calling him uncle.
ate frm 6+ to 9+
near their closing tym.
`burF!

countdown!!
went to the roof top terrance at esplanade
it was awesome!
the roof closed at 11.10+ so we left
n make out way to the mrt station

azmi n peeps called mi
dey were at esplanade too
but i din see them!
sori guys.
i reali veh lazy to walk back le.
sori~~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

we were lame
took the train to marina bay n back!
so we secured seats
we count down in the train!!
stupid!
thx weijin n zhaoliang!
to my doorstep summore. xD
i wun cry because of that.
but reali thx alot.
safe n sound home at 12++

n slept till tis afternoon.
thankiew guys for the great day i had ytd.
UNCLE~

rmbed the xmas last year
where i was smitten by lurvee n care.
till now whereever i m lonely.
i hear those songs frm the two albums
i will treasure it till the end of tym.
santa could not grant my wish.
but i suppose other ppl rc those greetings.
instead of mi
wannas wished him so badly.
but i'm afraid dat he will rc the msg differently.
jus wanna wish u merry xmas
take care n good luck in wadever u do.
i neh forget the same da last year.
MERR CHRISTMAS! xD

dear santa,
i haf a simple wish dis year.
i m not asking for material stuffs
nor am i asking for good results.
*cause without hardwork i still cannot get them.
i dun wanna ask for big hse
or a big car.
jus a small wish frm my pure heart
can u hear my wish
frm deep within?

silli me...
santa claus is cuming to town...

u're rite.
i m onli letting myself down
not u
i m sori.
u will find de
i m so so sori.

tml going to buy baggie n shoe!
so happie~
its x'mas eve tml!
still rmb the x'mas one year b4.
deeply engrave upon my heart.

training sux

WAD HAPPEN TO BLOGGER?
no colours. . .

anyway...
today's training...
nth to say.
i pissed i admit.
i was toking to one of the cadets.
n he challenged mi.
in a veh bad tone.
i wanna knock him down
n sum kind soul try to help
but in the veh wrong way.
did she realised how embarresing it is?
so wad if she can communicate well wif every one
she forget others presence is it?
i m the one invovled leh
why so busy body.
for the whole day i reali dun wanna tok to her.

jasmine's rite.
where were the days where we were enthu in np?
everybody seem to be competing wif each other.
i use to be veh good with sumone.
but wad happen now?
no more.
the gers n boys spilt.
but i reali lurvee my cca
especialli sum frens
but . . .
where were those days?

went to the classroom n help the bookshop auntie
that's where i felt much better.
went j8 wif her lohs.
weiliang n wei jin tagged.
din tok much to her though.

we decided to watch movie...
*a World without thieves
recommended by mi.
its a show bout theives of course..
the ending wad a touching one.
i cried..
4 out of 5 stars.
a must watch movie.

`set me free. pls~

so tired!
walk n walk the whole day
my feet is aching due to the walking
its was all worth it.
bought 2 diesel jeans
n 1 bum equipment jeans
got a top as well..
my mum got a same top too.
kinda mature though..
my mum n i planned to wear the same on x'mas nite.

indulging in feng yun's comic.
the drawing reali nice!
kinda interested in cheng shi lian ren too...

i wanna get my adidas sneakers!!


countdown to x'mas~

went to HQ
i m wearing first u!!
wees!
i hope it will look good on sec one orientation.

saw him today
y does he always look so perfect
look at mi!
jus how freaking terrible i look!
ugly! fat!
can't acknowledge him.
how much i wanted to...
realise i kept looking back.
but he din
expected rite..
hu wanna see an ugly ass...
saw his msn nick..
he has a ger in his mind...
`pls let him get her...
make him the happiest guy...
let him get attached...
dis way den can i forget u...
how can i concentrate for my o lvl
when everytym i see him
my heart shatter...
i better off alone...

raiders!
gosh its lyk my home.
im going there every day
baichis is jus so good in CS
can u imagine
he can use a pistol for awp map!
he is a head shooter.
ak pro user!
he can jus adapt to any map!
i gonna practice!
pro cs player...
*dreaming...

sori chicken...
i jus cannot...
u cannot too rite?
i cannot keep dat promise
i m sori.

*wads there in life for mi...
nth `its meaningless. . .

Its SUNDAY!
n yet...
i still had to report to sch...
mr ling got every CCA involved...
lazy to elaborate on the event
sianns...

initialli planned to go for a swim wib mel jas n cin
but with dat injury on my knee
my spirit's kinda dampen...
jus wanna say i m sori...
realised i haven gone swimming with them b4.
n haven reali been having a good swim!
i reali wanna swim eh...
haix...

kinda unlike me...
i stayed throughout the whole event
i din run away.. =D
until 11+
went to amk central after dat.
usual stuffs.
xZone n RAIDERS!
rawks rawkss RAwKSsSs!!
pro head shooter : sameix! =D
`like real!

mummy said YES!!
sso happie!!
hope she wun go back on her words

i lurvee adidas!
i lurvee mummy!
i lurvee xzone
i lurvee raiders!
i lurvee my room!
i lurvee npcc!
n







i lurvee `him

wee!

nth much to blog today!
hahah...
i m happie~~
wee!
went to raiders again!
dis tym evon oso joined in
is CS nice or wad?
warcraft frozen sth sth
*forget the name
fun fun fun!
whoever design games
simply rAwk my world!
wan to go lan shop again!!!!!

i lurvee npcc xD

Wow...
my mum n bro came back frm m'sia
i no nid to go arcade le!
dey bought the steering wheel for the ps2
it includes a steering wheel . gear . pedals!
so fun!!
i lurve computer games!!!
so happie!!
o2jam rawks!
go ahead n try!
www.o2jam.com.my

cs rawks

wow...
n lvl results is out today
im so happie for him...
he passed...
words jus cannot express how i feel.
all the best...
strive for o lvl.
u can do it! xD
miss you so much...

dun be so sad pls...
choose ur choice wisely...
ur studies is the most important now.
though u say retain
but...
pls dun do it because of mi
i m sori...
reali veh veh sori
SORI!

np training...
forget many commands.
wad's wrong wif the sec 3 lehx?
why the attendance so poor..
fancy drill...
its reali...
but wad can i say...
duh~

its always after np dat i look forward too.
silly rite
went to arcade wif wl . ak . evon
din play alot today..
saw jin feng n guangye there
think dat she is reali nice.. =D
taught mi para.
being a slow learner...
u can imagine how hard it can be to teach mi
kinda hard eh...

at bout 2+
went to raiders for CS again
addicted to it...
wanna play summore~~
2 hrs ain't enuff!
Cs CS cS CS!!!

back to o2jam!
jam jaM J A M!!!

chalet

stucked at home.
its boring
still haf tuition later...
* si A n S atI O ns!

tok bout 2/4 chalet
it was GREAT!

the first day:
i'm the onli ger.
but who cares
the guys rawks!
zl . wx . wj . gerald . kai n me!
we cooked congee in the chalet
which tasted marvellous
thx to ZL n gerald!
gerald brought two koreans movies
yucks!
shall not disclose much!
*dun tink it sld be rated PG!
except gerald
we were gambling all the way
ZL N I were invincible!
we paired up n the others could not take it
we were jus pure lucky i guess
*da ying jia!
hahahaha
purchased beer at cheers
i was so high dey said i m drunk
erm... but if i noe wad i m doing
dat means i m not right?
`scratch headd . . .

2nd day:
*sobbss!
ouch ouCH OUCH!
i made a fall...
n the worse ting was
i was more concern of the bicycle cause the chain loosen
i din even realised i was wounded..
dots dots dotss
went to wild wild wet
despite the excruciating pain
bonkers!
all of us were mad
ade . pris . mel . joy . cin n me!
cin was lyk "hu pulled my *iP*l*!!" at the wave pool
the slide up was exhilarating
small world eh... hakkim was there too
we tried everyting dat was available
n i rc many concerns frm the ppl there
"IS UR LEG OKAY"
ok?
of course it isn't! but wad can i say
haha

bbq...
ate lyk we neh ate b4
stuff ourselves wif food
chicken wings n the crab stick was nice
*wif the sauce...
shower n rested at the chalet
we played wif lightsticks
oh my...
mel n ade were scary
ZL freaked out!
he practicalli screams his head off

ade went home
we took a stroll at the park
i reali wanna apologise
but my whole body reali ache.
i dunno why
so came back wif mel n pris
i jus lay on the bed
rest
I M SORI...

they came back a while later...
ZL bought beer n he offered mi a can
so nice ehss
pris din lyk the taste!
hmm quite nice wad...
hahahaha!

its all over...
FUN!!

`wo nan guo de shi fang qi ni . fang qi ai ...
*ni zhi dao mah...
he say fucked off...
refering to me mah...
he still read my blog?
can't i say how i feel?
keep to myself?
oso saying me mah?
but he say those words...
did he realise why i felt dat way...
all i wanted was to be a normal ger...
not portray as a ger dat lyks him...
can't it happen?

. . .

fuck dis hse
shout all u wan
espcialli my mum
wads the problem wif u!
dun act refine den!
scolding mi cb!
fUck U N DAdDIe!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
u told mi it was 7 last nite
i was not late ok.
wad i did for dis family?
wad can i do for dis family?
i stay at home i bicker wif dat ass
sumtyms i jus dunno wad i quarrelling over
but do u noe how unreasonable he can be?
always bugging the PS2
i haf to wait till the wee hours den its my turn
did i say anyting?
but wad u say?
i always sleep late...
he always start in the day n end in the nite
i practicalli haf nth to do le
go out u say mi
stay home u oso say mi
wad do u expect frm mi?
i on music u all oso say
i watch tee vee u say no one watch dis channel onli mi
i stay in my room u say i m secretivee
WAD CAN I DO!!!!
FUCK U ALL LAH!

though i dun wan it to happenn
it still did...
obvious movement..
beginning again
guess i can neh be a fren
he can go ard saying thank you to others
but mi ...
jus cannot comprehend
can't even blog wad i wan.

jus reach home
bath n i smell GOOD
=pP
johnson baby rawks!
heex.

went to queensway today
finali the M.I.A weixiang is back!
zhaoliang got his shoes le.
a white wif grey bb shoe.
lyk the simplicity.
though i feel dat the black one is nicer.
im in lurvee wif adidas sneakers.
marmie... pleaseeEeeee~~~

im street wise~~
my FOOT!
thx to evon hu was darin enuff
she help mi enqire information on how to go tiong bahru plaza
wifout a slightest idea how dat buiding look like
i still manage to make my way there
hahahah!
had dinner wif my relatives
uncle bernard is flying back to india le!
*i noe i m short x.X

reali haf to thx zl n peeps for organising the chalet...
i m good ryte!
sponser!
heex.
dear classmates... pls dun make tings diff can?
cfm wif them if u are cuming
$$ matter can be sensitive...
we cannot possibly get the food in advance
without knowing how many will be going
n if we prepare more
n u guys dun turn up...
do u noe how terrible it is?
i sincerely seek for u guys cooperation
dis ain't an easy job...

ps: may zl cafe be a sucess! jiayous!! xD

bye bye bye

bye Bye bYE

by:`nsync

(Hey, Hey)
Bye, Bye, Bye
Bye, Bye...
Bye, Bye...
Oh, Oh..

I'm doin' this tonight,
You're probably gonna start a fight.
I know this can't be right.
Hey baby come on,
I loved you endlessly,
When you weren't there for me.
So now it's time to leave and make it alone

bridge
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye...

chorus
Bye Bye
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Bye Bye
Don't really wanna make it tough,
I just wanna tell you that I had enough.
It might sound crazy,
But it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Oh, Oh)
Just hit me with the truth,
Now, girl you're more than welcome to.
So give me one good reason,
Baby come on
I live for you and me,
And now I really come to see,
That life would be much better once you're gone.

(brigde, chorus)

I'm giving up
I know for sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more
Bye Bye
I'm checkin' out
I'm signin' off
Don't wanna be the loser and I've had enough

(bridge, chorus)


dis songs rawks!!!
so disappointed by wad u will tell ur frens...
even if i gif myself to u?
u oso dun wan?
wth u say dat for?
telling ppl u wan mi to make the first move?
contradicting u can be!
hello?
since when did i ask for a patch?
dun make urself sound so great can?
wo de tians!
wad's so diff bout mi frm other gers?
i m jus ur fren lohs?
why the different treatment?
u are jus afraid ok!
dat's all i can say
if u are not afraid
u would not haf acted dat way on ur birthday
goshhh....

GUYS... dots dots dots!

ps: babey ... BYE BYE BYE!

everyday is as usual
today its jus any normal day
go to sch for training

so happie!
went to maz n haf breakfast
i bought JACK JACK!!
so cute lohs
it produce sound when ur hp vibrates!

but sth happen
we told toh da pien about his problems
his a.p blar blar.
c'mon...
we all noe it wun work out

went xzone for an hr
den back to sch
together wif e.a . a.k . wl . yl . evon . zs .
we board 265 back to sch
i was cranky xD
brushing up my dialect skills
all of them could not take my nonsense

painted np shelf for a while
i sorry i onli did it for a while
but my clothes n shoes are stained wif blue le

went to haf dinner wif yl . wl . evon
heex yl bought peppermint bubble tea
which taste lyk toothpaste n crush mentos
yucks`
his expressions was hilarious

got home by 7.45
oppss.
tuition?
who cares...

uh oh...
troublee...
i enjoy bring ard ...
=Ppp!!

`i m so over u . babey bye bye bye...

ytd was a late nite.
came back ard 11.30
tired...

ytd had training in the morning
opps!
i overslept lehx
was suppose to meet wl . wj at 7
i arrived onli at 8.30
play bb n got stung by idiotic mosquitos!
went mac n had breakfast wif them
n saw E.A on the way
I HATE SME meal
yucks!
fancy drills are improving
thx to CI edwin ang...

went arcade wif NP peeps
advanced skills improving
yeshhh!!!
after dat jasmine went home
yl . wl . wj . ea . eee~vonn came mah hse
played Ps2
n i get to bath...
reali funy peeps! hah

went kFc amk central to haf dinner
after which we procced to GG CAMPFIRE
cin . joy . mel
pls dun be so sad cans?
though tings din go the way it sld be.
there is always a first tym
it was reali veh great of u guys
i did enjoy myself..
wif my bunch of frenx
gotta be strong...
rmb u all are leaders xD
u guys haf wo de fullest support.

its was bout 9 when we left sch
decided to go raiders
EA . youxu . kaikeat . wl . yl . wj
yl . wl n i din wan to play
but jus could not stand the temptation.
played CS!!!
oh my!
its so diff frm playing at home
every one is so fast.
played till 11
den home sweet home!!

wake up earli today
was afraid dat i procrastinate
stil i was a little late...
emphasize...
LITTLE...
but weiliang was even worse.
together sheryl . weiliang . weijin n i
we went bugis
our aims were to watch the incredibles
since the show started at 2.30
we decided to go n shop ard the market area
haha!
sheryl laopo was so cartoon
we bought bubble tea...
i jus cannot figure out how she drink.
her shirt got so stained
the yellow was so obvious!!

incredibles is hilarious
especialli towards the ending
where there is a sprint competition
jack jack is so adorable!
4 out of 5 stars

after dat we went to haf our pictures taken





the guys expression kinda...
*etArd.
opps!

it was bout 6+ when we left bugis
was suppose to meet kaiyang at 7
haha rush to np
afiq n him were waiting for mi le
sori sori
pool!!!
wad should i say bout my skills today
TYCO!
reali had fun wif them.
went home at bout 10.40+
so tired...
afiq: dun apologise. i dun mind at all.

i dunno wad should i do...
was reali shocked by wad he say
i dun haf feelings.
why did dis happen
how can i ever discuss things bout ** wif him againg
my heart is now numb
locked up
as i say le...
ain't interested means ain't interested...

i dun bliff in guys.
everyone is the same
saying how much dey lurvee u
but wad happens?
dey forget a relationship
jus in a flash.
i afraid in commiting le
my heart is brittle
feeling so hurt
giving him all i could
n yet standing in a corner
in silence
being not able to say *ITS ME..
do any one noe?

i doubt...

i did all i could to forget u...
but still...
its tearing me apart inside...

jus reach hm...
wad's up wif his attitude?
why did everyting haf to end in a solemn mood?
u cannot expect a pErfecT performance rite?
there are bound to be mistakes.
just kip trying
till we achieve best rite?

fuck dat or jiao!
why is he so domineering?
wads wrong wif the song?
spoiling or plans again n again
we are running short of tym!

after training went to ArCADe!!
WEILIANG!!
i will master the dJ de!!
lurvee this place..
i always enjoy myself there
cause it the onli place...
where i feel relax...
but...
its always for a short period of tym...

veh happie for all my frens!!
wasn't exactly shock by the news.
joy . cin . mel...
be happi!!
remember to treasure wad god give...
dun be lyk me...
dun wan a duplicate of my situation
hais...
but why has it got to be on his bday...

still...
i m grateful.
cause there is still sumone hu always stand by me
no matter wad happens
he reali is my bessie bud...
thankieww so much
stupid chickenn...
xie xie ni...

going out tml...!!
gonna beat him in pool!!
i noe im outdated...
but!!
*inCrEDibLeS!!!
here i cumm....

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stop bugging me can?
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whether or not the rain fall
sunshine wad evershit!
pls just fark off!!!!!
ain't interested means aint interested!!!!
wad do u noe bout lurve!!

i could not sleep at all
my mind was playing games wif mi
wad pris said kept running through my mind
i spend dis nite
puffing all the way
at least it makes me feel better huh
i feeling shit now
cause i finished all of it.
wad's going on?
the way he handle tings
wad kind of a guy is he?
avoiding me?
at least a 10q wouldn't hurt rite?
does he noe wad i wish for?
its not being together...
it isn't...
U TINK TOO MUCH!
pls dun haf dis perception dat i m trying to win ur heart
n get u to like me again
NO!
i m jus any normal ger
wishing u a happie birthday
so hu do u tink u are?
to say tings lidat!
i long knew i was not the type
but why tell me those tings when i confessed last tym
CONTRADICTING!
at least we are leveled now.
i hurt u..
n u hurt me...















neh the less...

hApPiE HapPie bIrThDay...

woahh~
got up reali latee..
finalli get enuff restt
i would haf slept longer
if it isn't those bitess dat irritated me
itchingg all over...
demon mosquitoes dey haf a ubin!!

peekturess of fionaa n toroo!!!
i'm mad huh? =P


isn't she lurveelyy?




a sweet pic togetherr...

truee lurvee last foreverr...




tml is a special day.
i can picture the same day dat happen last year...
how sweet it wass
everlasting...


























MY ASS!!
everyting is bull shit!
wad kind of lurvee is dat!
dun understand why ppl can let go so easili!
why can't i!!!!
can't comprehend!!!!
do he noe jus how much i reali feel...

*onCe tHe FeeLinG is Gonee... it cAn nEh be fOUnd again

isit reali dat truuee?

I M BACK!
break camp so much earlier
*heave a sigh of relief
shagged.
din expect the camp to be tough
got home in a taxi
reali sleepy to take a bus home.
blame it on myself for not slping last nite
i got nth but mosquito bites
countless
my whole body itching.

basicalli the whole camp's aim was to build up ur topo skills
ytd:
reach ubin at 1+pm.
started trekking till 4+
how unfortunate..
mr ling followed my group!
*dat's y we were slow =P

dats not all...
can anyone imagine trekking in the nite
nite navigation commence at 800 - 1130
everyting was pitch dark
NO light source!
though we haf the torch
we were restricted to when to use it
wif that kind of environment
n wild animals wailing
the whole event was scary

got back to the lock point
sweating all over..
dirtyy n stinking
OUR CAMPSITE HAS NO SHOWER!
arghhhh
had to get my hair wash
could not take it...
haf to endure n do it in the dark...
wif poor light source
`torch!

lights out!
but i did not slp
crapped wif my group instructor
together wif afiq n guys
exchanged spirtual accounts wif each other
had to admit dat the surroundings dat i m in
made mi frightened
oh yah!
try slping in a hammock...
wow~
its the onli satisfaction i had
throughout the whole camp

today:
trekking again!!!
dis tym mr tan followed my group
it has to be always my group dat will get the supervision of teachers
how intolerable!
trek frm 8 to 11
ard n ard ubinn
my legs were achingg...
but its all over!

everyting when i m in ubin
i always feel so lucky to be born in singapore
wif high technology...
shopping places...
places of interest...

whereas the ppl in ubin
did not haf all these...
there are ppl still living in wrecked houses
ok!
kampong is the word!
lyk those dat require many pails to collect water
dat seep through roofs...
to us i guess we are too used to the busy lifestyle here
dat i tink dat living in ubin is borin
but i suppose the residents dere
lyk the simple life
as they were exposed to this kind of living
since young huh?
wow~
wad a difference...

off to slp!

TO ALL TAUFIK FANS...
forgive me!

WHY IZIT HIM!!!!
aRgHhh
seriously when he sings
i feel lyk his screaming loh
not soothing at all

whereas for slyvesterr
take the song *i dream for example
taufik sang it so NOiSeLy can.
sly was sleek.. smooth..
comfortable...
its lyk is jus so gentlee...

not lyk taufik
i feel lyk i m chasing sthh...
so terriblee!!!!!

jus my perceptions ...
pls dun mind mi...
but slyvester is jus soo..!!
arghhhhhh..........................................
his voice soothing rite?
haiss!!
wei shen mo!!!
why!!!

not good looking..
noisy voicee...
not distinctivee
singing through his nose!
the songs he sang veh awful
hate jazz~
reali not nice can!

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

sly rawkx
sly ruless
sly is moi idol!!

even mama oso say dat!!
i noe he will still be famous
but!!
its the first sg idol title!!!

*WO AI SLYVESTER SIM!!

funn

COUNTDOWN TO SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS!!
slyvester rawks... sly rules!!
hope he will be crown champion!!
CHAMPIONN!!

jus reach home not long...
tired...
today's training was cancelled
due to the poor attendance
how can we produce sth b4 the orientation?
s p e e c h l e s s!

wad happen ytd?
wow~~~
i had lots of funn!
suppose to meet weiliang at 1pm
X zone jubilee...
i went there?
NOBODY...
loiter aroundd the placee
no sign of himm
trying to spot a guy wif BLACK COLLAR SHIRT
no!
called weixiang . weijin.
one in sch... the other at homee
in the endd... i went to get myself a drink.
went up to x Zone again
finalli i spotted weiliang!

reali enjoyed myself
kept playing n playing...
racing.. music..
everyting was fun
i spend so much in arcadee..
bleachx.
played frm 1+ to 4 sth
met up wif evon
n went to k pool
haha!! linkai could not come in!
the personel there ask for his I/C
hmm~
wasn't my day...
my aim was totally off...
need more practicee...

gave the band concert a miss
went to orchard wif white chickenn
haha...
took neoprints...
are my cheeks meant to be pinched?
pain lohs...
walked ard n tok lots of crapp..

left orchard bout 10.30
he went to kbox wif his frenx...
while i made my way to amk kpool
a g a i n~
wow...
kaiyang has good skills
edwin came along too...
thrashedd!!
my angle ... cueing all...
WRONGG
as i said nid more practicee!

todayy...
i went arcade againn
evon n jasmine left first.
leaving wif weijin . weiliang n me
waited for weixiang to cum
he was too busy clearing up land rm bahx
played till 4+
went to mos burger ...
tok bout life...

i m one lucky ger huh?
sld be contented wif wad i haf ritex?
isn't it?
being able to splurge
getting my desires
well...

anyway... nid to thank weijin for the slping bagg
or i dunno where to slp tml!
going off to camp at ubin!
yeah
i can get my atc badgee
short camp though
will be back on fri!!
plss!
no mosquito bites...

*slyvesterr m0i sg idol.