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Thursday, December 30, 2004

decided to blog now
cause i will be out tml.
n i wan to make an entry
b4 the year ends

tym jus flies
the year is cuming to an end
2004
a year of sadness
a year of distructions
be it my life
or the world
everyting seems so wrong.

sch reopening soon.
i definitely not looking forward to it
amkss isn't amkss anymore.
many familiar faces are gone.
jus can't bliff dat i will be graduating.
reminiscing the past.
it jus seems lyk ytd.
dat i wear the uniform for the first tym.

i hope for a better year.
praying for no unforeseen disaster
may the world be a better place
hoping dat my results will improved.
but of course
empty vessels make the most noise
i haf to put in more effort.

b4 2004 culmination..
i reali nid to tell myself
I HAF TO LEARN TO SET MYSELF FREE
i cannot kip holding on to sth dat does not belong to me
each tym my eyes set on him
tears will flow.
embarresment...
i cannot cry.
i deserve all these.
i sld accept it n move on.
i haf been saying these for months n months.
i wonder when will i reali forget.
dwelling in to the past
hurts mi so much.
i lurvee u...

n it isn't easy...

a new year . wif no beginning