melindaa?

peeps are back frm atc camp
wonder how were tings?
i reali wanna go...
can i go again next yearr?
goshh..
` y do tings haf to be lidat?

bought a pair of nike sneakers today
sweet n simple..
gonna haf one side lace pYnk
the other whyte
wun it be weird? =Pp

if we could not make tings up ytd...
how will we react today?
i saw melinda at people's park..
was it fate?

destinyy...?

or affinity... ... ?

i kinda break downn
though misconceptions were sorted out
there are many issuess dat disturb mee.
well...
wad should i do?
continue as it is?
dey jus dun understand...
i kinda tink it is pointless to explain.
dey dun nid to noe the real mee
it jus take the 3 of them to noe me
dat's enuff!

s h O o o~

ever wondered wad isit lyk in ger world?
can sumone be judge frm looks?
refineed n poisee on the outsidee
`xialan on the outside?
but wad is the true oneself
it is a rowdy world...
fierce

wickedd

jealousyy

where tone n gestureee matters
backstabbers get out of my lyfee
u simplyy sarks!
hope u noe hu u are!
one dayy people wil noe
u may be a reali farni person
but...
return me my money!

i hope to change for the better
towards my commitment to npcc
i noe i m jus to0 slack
but tings dat occur in lyfe
caused the sudden change in me
hope dey understandd
yep!
my status n presence is an influencee.
how many haf i disappointed?
i m sorii *especially jassminee n yvonne
i gotta move on!

haf to thank cyndi n mel
for enlighting me
it reali made me wonder
wad had i done dis year?
wad haf i done to make my parents proud?
wad haf i achieve?
wad haf i done as sumone holding a high status for my cca?
i haf to reflect.
for better or worsee.
this is lyfe!


plss givee mee tymm...