missing baby..
haf to mop the floor in the morning
anyway did i mention how bad ytd was?
first thing in the morning i had to get the bedsheets changed.
i really do not know wat the fuck get into my bro
i turned on jay chou cd and he went rattling stuff lyk
"wah u buy cd no nid permission hoh? think u earn $$ only dun nid to ask mummy hoh?"
of course as a petty person i could not let it go
and so we quarrelled.
then i got so pissed off i did not want to have breakfast with my mum and him
(dad was on the way buying)
and mum ask me to call dad myself to tell him not to buy
i call dad?
WTF? when was the last time i call him on the fone?
age 3 when i wanna called "dad dad"?
ever since bro was born when was the closest contact i haf with my dad?
only on the FUCKING DINING TABLE ok?
call him on the fone? mum can't u help me?
and even if u do not want to help me.
JUST SHUT THE HELL UP.
wad do u mean by if u tell ur friends about my attitude they will think that im weird?
if u think that im weird den get me out of the house!
do u noe how i feel inside?
dun tell me u're so blinded that u dunno the distance between dad and me?
pls calling daddy on the fone is easy for u but NOT ME ok
17 years its been 17 years and when is the time he brings me to sch?
NEVER NOT EVEN ONCE!
my bro is 12 years old and yet he sits on his lap to watch teevee?
WHERE WAS I WHEN I WAS 12 years old?
on his lap? FUCK LAH!
why say things that hurt me?
"leg too big for the shoe", "got wings to fly"
are all these needed?
pls it all started frm young know at the age when i only knew abc
this is the treatment i got frm daddy so dun ask me to try at the age of 17 ok?
mum, sumtimes its hard for me not to wonder if u having menopause.
sumtimes just shut up ok.
although it looks lyk i got everything out
but sumhow after this post i still feel uncomfortable inside.
its not lyk the usual times when i type it out and i actually do feel better.
oh goshh~ wad the hell.
cant wait to get out of the hse but in the end wad happen
IM BEING ATTACK BY ANTS.
OF ALL TIMES WHY MUST U CREATURES COME.
how long i spend spray the insecticide?
how long i spend laying the moth balls?
OH MY GOD
AND THE WORSE IS THAT I DUNNO WHERE DID THESE ANTS COME FRM!!
i dun eat in my room? so where did all these come frm!
ahh just dun want to tok anymore
ARGHH!!