told mel that i might go to her hse for dvd spree
but i forget that its sunday n i've got service.
i reali miss her lehx.
been seeing her but yet there's so much i haven't tell her.

anyway xmas round the corner
n im clueless to what i should get for my boy.
somehow we seem close but there's someting empty inside
wad isit? why do i feel that way?
i flare up easily when he is actualli showing his concern
n i just get to irritated.
i got this fear inside
n i dunno how to explain this.
ppl might say im crazy but there's sth telling mi sth is ending.
not the relationship but sth is coming to an end.
n the feeling is so strong i just wanna cry out loud.

chicken chicken where haf u been these days?
i replied noe? i replied.
hais.



i nid a shoulder to cry on.