n i forget to mention sth.
sth that I NEED A LOT OF TYM TO GET OVER IT.
sth that almost make mi die-ED!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i reali dunno where to hide my hideous face man!!
oh god! why so many photo!!
x.X
kill me.

sameix~

h.o.t

yeahs yeahs...
tok cock...ahhh...nomad nomad

went 4 both nites afta all.
one word:
regrets*
think ah...go one nite enuff le lorx.
nort realli fantastic larx.
esp the 1st nite..
went 2 meet juls n kimbo n lohjiahao..
dens saw lim n wy..
hang ard wif them..
dey damn funni..as usual..
buddens..8+ dey left le...
dey went raiders..
thinking back now...
i shld have jus gone off wif dem..
wan watch wad finale larx.
crapp me.
end up wif ljh 4 the rest of the time..
he's nice larx
went back @ 10.
almost walked home...but i tis kinda pigg wher can make it de..
so end up sitting dwnstairs toking on the fone wif laopo~
siaox rites...ahaha...
__________________________________
ysd was diff!!
went 2 meet mel n jiemin..
went town..
far east..the first shop we went into...already spent $..
lol..
shoppin rawk my arss..n neoprintss!!
mel n i promisedd nort 2 eat..
buddens..haiz...ice-cream ice cream!!
wah..tat ice-cream man ahx..wads up wif him larx...
if mel hadn't warned me..i wud hav walked off lorx...lol
all in all..hadd fun..haha
went 4 supper @ s11 afta tat.
hungry**
dens went home wif jiemin...
i m deadbeat!
__________________________________
dint go 2 church todae wors...
had absolutely no idea y muz my aunt cum 2 my hse every sun noex,
not as if she's homeless.
GROWLS*
________________________________________
i wan u n ur beautiful soul~

_______________________sher* the fool

wah wah wah.
N.O.M.A.D
ok i tink i'll jus admit that i am not artistic ok.
simply cannot comprehend wad was the whole ting about.
sori not my cup of tea..

by today..
my aim is to finsh that stupid phy 1999 june paper.
n to study my amaths.

or i definitely DIE on wednesday.
oh pls bless me.. x.X

its tym to face the truth.. i'll neh be with you
- james blunt

sameix

boring~
if i am not sick.. i probably will still be out.
reach hm so earli~ x.X

rachel is reali veh *FUNNY.
al funghi - pronouce as "L fung- gey"
yet she can come up wif all sorts of weird pronouciation.
the whole corner filled with her laughter n voice.
lols. =)

walked ard j8.
saw lots of nice clothes n stuff.
but i neh lyk going shopping in uniform.
troublesome~
but i fell in love the new world order skirt...
wees!

laopo is so so indecisive.
why?
=P
n next tym we learn a lesson not to make a decision too soon.
ritex?

i LOVE MELINDAA!! lalalass... =D
esp for u in orange!!

nomad tml..
its on the papers?
oh my~ is it that good or wad?
all the publicity..
IT BETTER BE!

absence makes the heart grow fonder .

sameix

wooo~
rite now in com lab..
supposed 2 be watching some lit errs...play/dvd?wadeva~
_____________________________
nomad starts TONIGHT!
too badd im going onli 4 tml...
shld hav both tix 4 both daess!!
wed caught a tiny part of the finale.
w.o.w..
gt a feelin it's gonna b good.
`regrets~too late
____________________________
ahhh...skol ends @ 10.45 todays noex..
n u noe wads worse??
we r NOT allowed 2 stae in skool!!
how how how??
10.45 lehs??
u noe how earli not??
but it's all for nomad..
it betta be good...
no..it betta RAWK my ass.
_____________________________
wah..i think i shld change my identity to
`the lonely one~
nice rite??..
no more..`the fcuked up one..
improvement k..
cuz...i promised...
i promise..
to be nice..to be less fcuked up..
_________________________
n oh..i promise.2 b a good girl.
but mummi!!!u ARE too much!!
__________________________
dunno wads up wif moi..
someone pls find me soon..
dun wanna die alone.
*smiles*

_________________________sher* the we ii r dd

mock paper. =(
hu in the world will score so low for e-maths.
i knew i will be disappointed.
n true enough..
accept the fact that u're dumb shermaine koh!

another ting is im down wif fever.
omg~ me with fever?
my policy of not consuming medicinee is broken.
for me i always believe in *auto - recovery
well because i reali hate the sight of pills and syrup.
n i noe i got GOOD immune system.
but today.. there is no way i can AUTO recover..
pain is the only word to describe how i felt.
n so i relented n surrender.
i decided to go hm and see the doc x.X

sorry melinda missed the whole of chem practical.
sorry~

but no matter how bad the day is.
today is the 28.07.05
one month one month!!
i love u so much dear.
thanks for everyting x)
we who loved tell each other a thousands tings without talking


forever as one . even death wun kip us apart.

im sorri people.
i noe how unrefine vulgarities are...
but pls jus let mi vent it ALL OUT!!!

FARK FARK FARK OK.
HOW MANY FARKING TIMES HAVE THIS HAPPEN?
the $ that my mum gave me to spend is GONE!!
the ting is i DUN EVEN NOE when i lose it.
NEH CHECK MY WALLET SINCE LAST FRI.
SO I TOTALLY HAF NO FARKING IDEA WHEN I LOSE IT.
N IM SURE THAT I DID NOT DROP ANY NOTE WHEN DRAWING OUT $$ FROM MY FARKING WALLET!!
if its stolen... I ONLI GOT ONE TING TO SAY TO THE THEIF.
"EHH FREAKING HELL.. IF UR CONSCIENCE ALLOW U TO SPEND IT.
I DUNNO WAD KIND OF A PERSON U ARE!!"
n to ppl who pick up $$ in class or awwa home or wad...
pls jus return to me cann?
I DUN BRIN $$ FOR NTH..
there's a purpose for it..
PLS..

sameix

tym REALI flies ok.
zoom zO0M phew~ and...
finalli my "BIG" bro's wedding is over.
now i await my first niece/nephew!!
i hope is a niece though.
gonna doll her up =P

firstly...
in the afternoon went for tea ceremony...
i got to serve bro n his wife.
dat means "ANG POW" =D

nite tym change to a dress..
do u even call that a dress?
argh sori im not a very "fashion" person.
well... at least attending a wedding gave me the chance to dress up a little
and to wear the "dress" i bought a few months ago with aunt.

proudly presenting!!


my cute cousin ulrica.
ohh she "so" got my genes. =P




the hair-less arm pit of hers.
stop flauting~


darlie advertisment? wad a set of milk teeth! so so cute!


dun play already. im tired... `yawns

AND FINALI...
my BIG bro n his wife.

dun they look alike?

plus...
tata!!



better trasure her i tell u.
or i smack ur BIG butt.
u haf no idea how BLESSED u are bro~

forever as one.. till death do us part..

i just miss my darling so much.
imsorryimnotgoodwithwords.
lookingaturhaisjushurtme.
smileandeverytingwillbefineok?

the lyrics so true...

"Cool"
-gwen stefani

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

all the bestt to u..
my friend..
sameix

bro's wedding today..
well..
1314 3344?
how true can this get.
all the best to the both of them. xD

my niece my nephew!! =P

sameix

dear m.i.a =P
lols!! must be his sweetheart!!
hoh~

MR GOH teaching reali rocks.
his so so lame.
REALLI.
looking forward to monday.

ppl getting the flu bug.
so pls take care ok?
mmel... so weak already ya?
pls more waterr n fruits =D
dear.. hope u're alrite already.

nthh much happen anyway.
gonna remind everyone that prelims are ard the corner.
i wan to thrash the paper.
not the paper thrash me!
mugg~

ps: im sorri la0pO..

just looking at u close ur eyes .
n fall into slumber.
just makes me feel that i the most fortunate ger.
i love u so much <3
muacks

xgnailiaow

wooooooooo~~
im still here!!
shitt..
sudd so addicted 2 bloggin...omg..
realised many things..
my sis's chi is as SUCK as mine..
the way she read the chi passage ahx...i dun understand a shitt.
fei(3)tu(2)[as in thief]..i heard as fei(3)zhu(1)
wth.
mabbie it's my hearing..
__________________________________________

*it's so nice 2 be happie..shalala*
im going crazy.
mood swing swing swing up into the sky~'
waitttttttttt a min.
shitt larx.
y y y m i so happie ah?
*sheryl leong!!bish bish*
*wake up larx!! wads up wif u??**
~laopo!! slapp me!!~
dun question my happiness~
everything's fine.@ tis mo.
i wan my mood 2 stay tis way.

wooolalaa...*eeee**
*weelulu*nicer..
___________________________________________________________

jus now went dwnstairs 4 dinner..
saw tis grp of malays...think dey fighting..
the gal whacked the guy..dens the guy piak the gal's face lehs
wah..if...IF a guy ever evr EVA piak me ahx...
dere goes his father's dae..

ooH~
whee~
my eye balls rolling out...
im like..constantly rubbing my eye lorx...
now so hot n red...
balls on fire*
eyes damn teary.
feelin so damn cold..
gonna fall sick..
`woooo~
_____________________________________________________

oooh ooh~
GRAD NITE 2005
who's going who's not?
ppl who r going...betta make tis a N u.n.f.o.r.g.e.t.t.a.b.l.e one
n the grad assembly?/(iz tat wort u call it)
ooooo~i wont cry*
_________________________________________________

wah...think all my blog entries si bei long horx..
like writing senseless compo lidat...
jia lat...
sooo loong...
feel badd lehs...
dun u find it such a bore 2 read such a long uninteresting blogg??
___dens dun read___

________________________sher* `.contented.4 once

___my.happy.endling___

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficultBut so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

so much for my happi ending.

heard tis song n realised all over again tat it's damn nice...

off fer dinner.~

it's friday!!!

n guess wort??

i m ___a.l.o.n.e___

w.t.f.h

afta skol...laopo go OUT wif her fren fren.

des go out wif her fren fren.

evry body's out,

i m IN SKOL

sch ended @ 1245 n i have nowhere 2 go.

act pathetic abit*

oh..lucki still gt zl n my errziiii*

oh.went j8 find col n cal.

dey damn lame.

hungry..

5.30 dey go tuition n guess wort.

i w.a.l.k.e.d home

wow

n ah...ppl take avg 10 mins 2 wake home..

i took 20..

hmm...at least i dint lose my way k..

-almost-

home sweet home.

dammit

i lovee my **lyfe

losing my temper super easily..

i tink i may nid anger management noex.

realli...

okok..i nid a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnng talk.

a conversation tat i can blurt out everi single shitt..

anyone wanna volunteer?

take a num k.

mei you ren yao cai wo le.

me being too unpredictable.

wah wah...dere's a tiny hole on my leg...

i dint notice..

n the blood jus flow n flow n yeahs wadeva.

no pain..ahaha..numbed 2 the pain

__________________sher* the unpredictable

=D
spagetti rocks

i love u
n get well soonn

sameix

ohhh....
i realli dunno wads going on in my life animorx...
no point..no fun...no life..no nth!
piangs piangs..ppl..get used 2 it...everi mth sure will lidat de...
cocked up life...
im no longer happi n content wif wad i have...
i find the whole world on the other side of the wall n im stucked on tis side alone,,
dammit lost my ladder...
n when ppl reach out a helping hand 4 me 2 climb over...
i refused.
why.
cuz i feel i dun nid deir help..think tat i can do things my own way..
till dey give up...
n im still stucked..
soo/the whole point is..
i sucked @ this.
wadeva.

______________________________

tis whole week...i cant rmb a shitt...
dunno wads up wif me....
im starting to think tat home is comforting...
surprise surprise...
oh shitt!! i fergot!!
_____________________________________

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE MUMMI DEAREST!!!!
wee-u-wee...

so many ppl's bdae cummin lehs...
save save save!!!
oh....hmmm....
wells...crap

fcuk.
hpe this freaking phrase will pass ovr soon...
realli feel veri f up..
i noex im in the wrong...as always..
go ard offending others..
waking up onli when they turned awae...
wth wth WTH!!
sheryl leong!!
wad the hell u wan????
wake up larx!!!
the whole freaking world dun own u a shitt!!
someone slapp me...
i mean it...
ppl..im so sorry....
fer everithink....

gawd.
i jus tot of sumtink...
tis tot jus crossed my mind...
wad if...wad if....
i got spilt personality???
wah wah...
dangerous sehs...
someone pls save my ass
fcuk.

nice colours ah?
grey n blend...
jus like my life.


______hanging.by.a.moment_____

____________________sher* the l if e le ss

big ting today : mock exam paper II.
bless me bless me.
b3 will do plss~

mmel mmel
no one's crapping wif me
u BETTER get well soon..
n get ur ass to sch by whenever u're well
miss ur nonsensee~

n u..
plss other den alcohol..
wad else are u good at.
shouting n screamin?
making us fear u?
ordering ppl ard to do THINGS for u?
i noe its wrong.
but i jus hate u.
dun blame me

cause everybody's going crazy ; tell me wad's going on
-simple plan

firstly,,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANNY JIE `xiangling!!

started off my week wonderfully!
horoscope says i was in for some surprise.
n i sure did.
lurvee ya so much =D
today..
arghh~ my nose was killing me through out the whole day.
thx to zl cold relief. i reali felt better.
thx mmel n dear for the tissue.
BUT!!
so angry with myself i just want to scream out.
contain my anger cause i was in public.
reali wanna cry out ok...
CARELESS PIG!!
arghh~~
sorii~

eachtymilookintoureyes ; imelt.

xgnailiaow

woots o.O
i lurve this skin =D
laopo n i chose it this tym
R.I.P.
boring day. just hopes that tym moves faster.
i wanna see him so badly~

xingfuchezhan ; yao.liang.ge.ren.cai.neng.dao.da

xgnailiaow

whee~~
finally changed blogskin...
hopefully it's nort too satanic ahx...
but i like it!lol
death death death!!

hmmm....
feeling veri...crap...dunno larx...
paranoid...
wadeva.

vivi lee.
wth wth wth wth WTH!
cant stand it! cant stand myself! help me!!
w.t.h lorx.
*be nice*
i shALL be nice for once...
tmd sucks.
*bish bam boom slapp!!*

ok...so i'll wear the mask of an angel once more..
i noe i say i wont pretend..
tis ish diff...
gotta control myself...
or the mask will slip..
n u'll regret u even asked 2 look @ tat face...
tat face of evil...
tat face of mine...
be afraid..be veri afraid..
dun make me pissed...
or i'll drop the mask.

hatred 2 the face ish much betta tat stabbing in the back.
ignorance ish a bliss.
gtg.

____________sher* the evil

just one word to describe everyting
*xing fu

not forgetting...
happy belated to jaslin peh,,
happy birthday to ah-siao charwong!!

bliss =D

finaly manx..the neos frm sat...
the first neos in like...a month?wow.
thanks laopo!!

ooooh...everything is gay under the bright gay sky.
im boredd.

multi-tasking...tsk tsk...

listening compre wasnt so badd...
dint noe it's frm 92.4??
aniwae...my ans r like...alot very diff frm other ppl's de leh....die lorx.
wadeva..

afta lc...went orchard wif cal,vivi n my dear son..
raining...kanasai.
btw..did i mentioned tat i loveee yellow? rite now.
yeahs...

pacific plaza rawk my fat ass can?
wah....i wish i own the ripcurl shop lorx...
piangs...
walked 4 quite long..onli juls managed 2 get stuff..
n tat vivi lee...kept laughing @those stupid stuff tat juls said...gosh.

oh....i hereby wish charlotte wong an advanced sweet sixteen!!
have fun girl!

oh..vivien lee..
i realli realli m sorrie...frm the bottom of my heart..
i pity u...
really...
haiz..
as i've told u...jus wait k..wait patiently...pray tat the day wud nvr cum..
i dun wanna show my fugly side..lol..
but...argh! i think ah....nvm...
ren*

imu
________________sher* the li f e l e ss

to all taking listening compre today...
especially to my classmates
hope its alrite ehh~
laopo!! u hear properly not? lols.
most importantly him!
i wan u to get a1!! xD

lunched at cafe cartel
greatt~
went back to sch study a lil bit.
poor u... (u noe hu u are)
i noe how u feel!!
n yeap u're a good councillor!

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows
iloveualways~

life's great with u around...

but there's just sth dat i need to get back on track.
results . results n results.
i dun understand wad the difference between TEST n assignments?
i can do my assignments
why can't i do the test!!
laopo din come to sch today!!
lols she says shes hyper.. =P
n melinda goh...
TRY HARDER!! he's mine mine mine!

saw wanling today.
well she's still as small n i feel "HIGH" toking to her.
`ahem *cheng jiu gan.
feels great to catch up wif old frens x)

u're the most precious thing in my life n i love u baby!

sick sick sick!!!
oh im so sick...so weak..so restless...so listless...
yeahs rites..tok cock!
hyper like shitt
went 2 visit doc still gotta pretend alil tat im sick k...
the doc like dun believe me de..
h.y.p.e.r

oh God...
juls...im so sorrys yeahs?
i realli 4got..sorry son..

hmmm...nth 2 sae lorx...realli nth 2 sae...dunno y i lidat...
think the reason i was so hyper....its either lag of slp or moodswings...
toking abt moodswings...
kor ah...tues is forgivable...next tym u still lidat...
u be prepared 2 feel the pain hor?
hmmm...dunno wort 2 sae 2 u.

oh...i need 2 save $ larx!
char's bdae cummin lo..my dearest mummi's bdae oso...
hopefully i have enuff time..lol

oh...tis part's specially 4 vivien lee
eh fren..stop the ppp shitt larx..im so sick of it cans?
wah piangs...lolx..
i shall be nice!(i sae how many times le ahx?)
realli...think my attitude damn jia lat nowadays..
ppl nvr offend me n i think kan bu shuang...
someone slap me b4 i shoot my mouth off pls.
my a.p's so bad tat it's even affecting ppl who r nice 2 me cans?
gosh.
n im veri scared..my eyes will get stucked..des u b careful too.

n ppl..
if u wan others 2 like u..there r many ways..
but being fake, acting cute n being fake.?
tat is NOT the way.
let me teach u.
jus be like ME n ppl will love u.
*muahahas...see wad i mean? im madd.



why?i feel like a toy.
_________________ sher* the QUEEN

3 tests in a row.
breathless!!
ss . maths . chi.
dead x.X
but reali thx samuel for coaching mi integration.
hope i did not take away ur slp hoh =P
but i haf to tell u dat im gonna fail this test. =(

i dunno wad to do lah. the more we say.
the worse tings are. its just getting out of hand.
first it started frm a sarcastic blessing.
then i felt reali infuriated. so i replied.
n the replies mountained up.
N ITS GETTING NO WHERE.
wad's the point?! i'm angry no doubt.
but i dun deny the fact that yes i did wrong.
but wad i can't stand is that u haf to bring in ppl not involved.
u assumes tings that dint even happened.
n u said i lied bout my parents?
HELLO?! wad happened dat period u know isit?
I HIT THE CYMBALS N DRUM TO TELL U..
"yeah i grounded!!" isit?
why can't u just calm down n tink. instead of sending sarcastic reply.
telling mi how much u will siam me.
telling mi dat u delete my number...
dun wan to tok to mi.. blar blar.
and asking me to do the same?
SINCE WHEN DID I SAY THAT!?
u shun me n u din tok to me ever since u noe wad happen.
yes i say dat we reali had nth more to tok about le.
its jus how i reali feel deep inside.
wad for tok everyday on the fone? friends are ppl that catch up once in a while.
ever since i straightened my thoughts, i felt that we should keep that distance.
n yet because of the sudden change in our friendship.
u called that ATTITUDE.
perhaps i m reali bad in telling u wad i want n stuff.
but seriously jus tink and if u doubt anyting...
DUN PRESUME N SAY U NOE.

darlingg pls hao qi lai~
xgnailiaow

disappointed and speechless.
an easy to tackle paper.
completed in about an hr.
yet the results ain't fanstastic.
i was asking myself.
"ever since last year. when is there a tym when i scored well?"
needless to say. none.
its either a fail or i jus scrape through.
no use blaming on careless mistakes.
excuses.
i just haf to do better in my paper 2.
oh brain of mine~ pls jus squeeze more of the juices can?
i am not intelligent so i'll just haf to work abit harder then the rest.

how many more of such shocks do i haf to go through?

sameix

today's sunday.
n a veh long day!!
tym passes realli slowly when u wan it to speed up.
miss darling lots =(

iammadeofthetingsdatmakeu

sameix

u're so sweet.
i love u darling!


sameix.

oh melinda has been constantly reminding me sth...

ps: she is interested in thin guys... =P!

the long awaited weekend is here.
but sadly...
there's this stupid ting u call the CIP.
n i always dread doing such stuffs.
ESPECIALLY FOR NKF!!
they are so freaking rich and yet still sucking the nation's $$.
JUST, why can't they use the prize $$ for the patients.

council investiture.
GOOD ONE.
maybe cause all my level mates are the ones passing out.
seriously been investiture twice or so.
ialwaysfounditboring
shhhhss~!

ncc R.O.D
brought back memories.
i tell ppl that trainings are boring...
but deep downn how much i reali missed those times.
good one ppl!
all uniform groups haf stepped down x)
time to gear up for the letter O!

n u..!!
dun kip slping in class x.X
o doll ngx!!

sameix

ps: PLS RESPECT PPL'S PRIVACY!
I LURVEE MELINDA!

laopo requested for a post on "reasons to love and hate me"
starting wif the good ones first =P
so here goes...

LOVE ME

1. i can be rather silly at times
2. i am nice to ppl if u guys are nice to me
(isn't that lyk duhh~)
3. i can be humoured easily.
4. u can always use me if u nid a fren.
5. lyk laopo, i TRY to listen in class.
6. im short so ppl can stand high above me.
7. i can be as so sweet u'll have diabetes `awwwww~
8. i try to mend my mistakes if i noe im wrong.
9. i dun always want it my way.
(im anyting kind of person)
10. i love my darling!

HATE ME
1. having ap which i myself cannot feel
2. veh noisy
3. crap and crap non stop
4. totally not funny
(cant help it!)
5. im fat
6. i look lyk smurf.
7. im stubborn at times
8. always in my own world.
9. not reali punctual
(depends on wad i'll be doing)
10. n other hateful tings i jus dunno wad to mention

so choose to LOVE OR HATE ME x)

imtheonewhowantstobewifu
xgnailiaow

its been a week sincee we wrotee our story...

everyone's doing the same ting in sch.
mock paper.
i jus wish for a 55. o.0
so mock paper n mock paper n more mock paper.
totally wornn out at times.
tml would be the same routine.
dismissal onli at 4+pm
study hard ppl.
esp U.

iwannamakeusmileforever ; causeiLOVEu

xgnailiaow

im a talented multi-tasker!!
currently smsing, blogging,chatting,readin bloggs,thinkin..n thinkin..haiz..

omg..wads up wif vivi lee?? gosh*
i wanna shoot u!!!
ahhh~oh..but she ish kind...hehex...

update~i saw *tat ajc guy* agains...ahhh...how many times le!!
aint gonna bother animore...haha...

laopo~!!!!! wah wah wah..
legend...but..it's ok nahx...get over it...
sweets*

hmmm...realised...im mean..m.e.a.n...mean wif a big M
wth..tis realli goes 2 show tat i reali dun THINK b4 i speak.
someone shoot me!!
ahhh~
pain pain pain pain!!!so pain!
i think i wud have at least felt betta if u had flared up @ me or sumtink larx..omg..
sorry wif a big huge S!
h.u.g.g.x!

oh...n the pic ahx...vivi lee!!!
so damn shuai lorx!! omg..how how hoW!!! SHOOT ME!!!
ahhhhh~~

hmmm....todae todae..*thinkin*...
oh...ermx...hmmm...errs..dunno lehs...
forget le..

i wan 2 play [wu gui wu gui tiao]!!!
i wan 2 play the real version de!!on the floor de..
like so fun lidat..haha

oh..yeahs...had emaths mock todaes yeahs?
hell cock..lost 20 markx le..God bless me*

n lastly...2 all those ppl whom i've been mean or unkind too...
im awfully sorries k?
esp those who realli care...ahhh!!
sorrys 4 everything!!
i will be nice!! i promise!!i think...
n oh yeahs!!
i miss u!!! huggs*!!

__________________sher*

whether i haf retribution or not.
no nid u to remind me in ur nick
for now i could not care less.
i m happy now.
iLOVEhim
dun tok lyk u own the world n
PLS LIGHTEN UR TONE ok.
i dun owe u a living. >.<

SHERAMAINE KOH U FREAK!!
U ARE SUCH A DISGRACE TO MANKIND!
JUS GET LOST ALRITE!!

I WAN TO JUMP OFF A BUILDING RITE NOW AHHHHHH!!
I NEED A BAG TO COVER THAT FACE OF MINE AHHHHh!!!!!!
BETTER STILL TAKE A CHOPPER N AXE THAT HEAD OF MINE!!!!!!!

RrrRRRRrRraAaaaAaaaaaaaaAAaaHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
aAaaaAAAAaAaHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
aHHhhHHHHAHHHHHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
raAaaAaaA0oO0ooOOOOSSS!!!!!!!!!

OMGG!!
hesnotgonnaloveuanymore!!!!!
AaaaAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sori mmel and sheryl for screaming so long jus now.

I HATEE MY SELF!!!!!!!!
TINGSARETOOGOODTOBETRUE!!!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

why u shld love me or hate me,,

ok..so here goes..but i bet the list of why u shld hate me ish longer dens the list of why u shld lovee me..duhs..lol.

lovee me
i can be nice if i wan to
i'm basically still considered kind hearted
i try 2 do my hw
i tried 2 listen in class
i tried not 2 be mean
i can be very guai n sweet
i respect ppl..sometimes..
i help ppl in need if i can..tis ish true
i m now trying hard not 2 show ani attitude
i put in effort 2 smile @ ppl...who deserves my smile.
i'll give in 2 ppl..if dere's a need to..
i'll treat u nicely..if u treat me nicely too..

hmm..cant think le larx...no more..
add to the list if u think still hav...i dun think still gt though..
havta crack my brains 2 come up wif these..lol
now 4 the hatee me list..ahhh..it'll be so much easier..lolxx


hatee me
im can be so bitchy tat u wanna slapp me
im so darn easily jealous
i m very demandin
i think i'm always rite.
i hurt the person who cares so much abt me(isnt tat bad enuff?)
i assume things..n make an ass ouuta u n me
i jump into conclusions easily
i m very indecisive
i flare up 4 no reason
i love my moodswings
i snap @ alomost everyone
im si bei irritatin
i cant stop 2 think b4 i talk
i m veri xiao qi..thus..xiao qi gui.
i wan things 2 always go my way
sometimes i dun think abt others n deir feelings..
i can make u love me n hate me 4 the things i do.
i diao ppl w/o reason(cant help..born wif the ability to)
i love my attitude
i dun care if u think i suck
i think i rule my own world n u do no necessary hav a say in my life
i onli listen 2 those i wanna listen to
i cant pretend 2 be nice 2 ppl i dun like(if u saw me diao u..wif PURPOSE,u r one of them)
i cant pretend 2 be happy.
i dun lie jus 2 get into ppl's gd books
i mean it when i sae no
i m such a tomboy(i m trying 2 be more girl!!)
n finally..hate me...for being me.

ok..lots more..mabbie next time...no time le..
rmb 2 add to the list!! lol
_____________sher*

we believe
-good charlotte

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)

And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down in front of me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)

im herre agains.
hmm..laopos.i prefer the old blogskin lehs... =x
lots of things 2 announce!
butt i dunno which ish more impt..hmmm..
ok..first off..
laopo!! hahax..happy 4 u.smilex always!!which i bet u will
next next NEXT.OMG
PPPPPPLLLLLL!!!! *tat ajc guy* omg..
tot seeing him for 4 times near my neighbourhood was qiao..
how abt this?..i saw him @ orchard! omg.
although he's wif his gal larx..but tat's NORT the point.
4get it..if u dun think tat tis ish so freaking..dens it's ur point of view.
n oh..went shoppin ysd...n i dint get anything! wells..except 4 a pair of jeans.. n 2 tops tat i dun realli loveee...so...nort classified as shoppin ritex? rite...
hmmm...supposed 2 bring my sis out today..(dun look so shocked)
plan A: wake up earli, go watch movie wif juls..(i think)
plan B:wake up earli, bring mei mei 2 j8 4 lunch,dens movie, n dens...neoprinnnt!!
guess wort?i realised i nvr took neos wif my sista b4 noexx???wth.
as u can c..both plans require me 2 wake up earli...n nort surprisely..i failed.
sooo..stayed@ home.wth.great youth day.
n ah..i realised sumtink.i dun get 2 go out during hols..
but sch reopen..the first day of skol.i went 2 watch moviee!!
initial D!! u dun watch u dumb.
edison my lao gong!! ok..yeahs rite...
n oh..sumtink's very wrong..i can feel it.
yah rites.



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JULIUS CHEN YI LIANG!!
omg..im soooooo sorry k? sorries so much!
i hate it when u r lidat noex..as in...dun ever say those stuff again k?
i noex i made u feel tat way..but we both noex tat it's NoT true k? u gotta believe me..
cuz u r my son n i'm ur mummi...for 4 wonderful years le!!
ok..sounds sooo cheesy...but..u noex wad i mean k?
im sorry... i will be nice..i WILL NOT b like her.[swear word]
n u gotta care!! promise k?but i noe u'll...hehs.

y.o.u*- if u noe who u are..
u r jus...ultimate*


n oh God,
talkin 2 rachie certainly dun help..wth
NOT TRUE!!
tmd.
frm now on..im NORT gonna please anybody..
treat me wells n i shall b nice.
do unto others as u wan others 2 do unto u..is tat rites?
wadeva..but u get the point..ahh..
i cant stand it.
*wadeva
________________sher*