im afraid

im going crazy

u're driving mi nuts

im scaredd

i fear u.

i dislike u

i hate u.

and so

i hide.

tym n tym again
im enjoying myself
when i rc sms n phone calls her.

i run lyk crazy.

u shouted through the phone as if i made a big mistake

i m ur DAUGHTER not ur worker.

vulgarities dun appease anger.

it agrivates.

drinking neh solve problem

u disappoint us tym n again

i was so afraid to go home.
wad will u do this tym
wad will be broken again..
i do not know.

when i stepped in
u told mi to close the doors quick
the ashtray was smashed.
ur hand bleed
dat instance u haf no idea how frightened i was
u wanted to talk
or should i say negotiate.
i followed.
the "D" word came out of ur mouth
u asked for my say in this.
i should feel sad
however i could feel myself rejoicing inside.

but i know...

a few days later.

everyting will be back to normal.