sher*
laopoo plss cheer upp
will tok to ya soonn x)
damn worried bout wad happen
wondered how fruitless it had turn out
no matter wad i'm behind u

I so proud of myself
earli in the morning got myself ready for trekking at bukit timah reserve
met wj.yl.von
wl was late cause he overslept =P
waited one hour ok!
set off to BTR at bout 10+
n goshh we had a hell of a tym locating the place

so onli start trekking bout 12+
at the entrance there were so many monkeys
n their actions are so human lyk!
tried to snap their photo but they were cam shy!
got the route all set for sec one camp
hope they dun find it to tough!

however on the way back to the entrance when we finished trekking
something dreadful happen
from afar we could see a baby monkey lying motionlessly in the middle of the road
i immediately conclude dat it was deadd
probably ran down by a car
yet wl said dat it was slping
i ran towards it n i saw it DEAD!
wif blood n its intestines with its mouth open wide
the eyes were oso opened!
din now wad we should do
could not bear to the leave the body lying on the road
den a car came!
instead of swering away to aviod the harmless creature
THE CAR JUS RAM OVER THE HEAD OF THE MONKEY!
`creaakk! goshh the monkey!!
arghhhh jus cannot take it!
SADDIST PPL!!! THE MONKEY ON THE ROAD SO BIG CANNOT SEE?
ITS SO TERRIBLEEE!!!

n dat is not the onli terrible ting
RAIDERS AT AMK WILL BE CLOSING SOON!
stupid government! revamp the place for wad!
oh my goD! i'll be so deprivedd!
no more lan!
n of course went raiders after trekking
was so hungry i din reali haf the mood to play
stayed till 6+
had dinner n home sweet home
`sori arhx garyy
when i reached the platform the train came le
so i dunno is to go in or not to go in
sori to made ur frens wait oso
owe u one meinu x)

wow wad a long post...
wo bu xiang zhe yang de... ke shi ni zhi dao mah
i dedicated a short para to u
but i guess u din realise where it lie in this blog
i noe how much u hate mi for wad i had done
and how much u can't pick urself up now
me playing wif feelings?
do u noe wad is going in my head n wad i'm thinking?
zai ni mah wo yi qian... you xiang guo wo ye tong ku mah
NO.
but i dun wanna explain myself.
i see no point to it.
cause u will onli take them as excuses
and i'm right huh?
all i can say is dat wad u think is not all true.
if dat's wad u feel... wad can i do right?
i onli can say dat i'm sori that things turn out this way
wo zhen de dui bu qi ni

`sameix
[ ai.qing. bu.neng.zhuo.bi.jiao ]
i showed dat i dun care.. but do u noe me inside?

sher*

everybody's out @ sentosa n i'm stucked @ home.
i hatee 2 b sickkk!!!
hmm..sameix.gt lots of things 2 tell ya.but onli can tok on tues.
i think i'm outta my mind lorx.
contradictin myself.
4 get it.
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so many things have been goin on in sch.everyones feelin so..dunno wad..
ppl r juz not happy.

n yeahs...
i agree totally 2 wad kinda person ** is.budens.4get it.im jux stupid larx,.
btw.2 all who r facing probs out dere.it's ok 2 listen 2 wad others hav 2 sae.
but u dun need 2 do wad they sae.the prob is urs.
ultimately u r the one who's gonna go through it.

n 2 those who *those who shoot their mouths off n not lettin ppl state deir point..
i think ur comments r so not worth it.

hmmm...b4 anione stabs me..
i wanna sae sorry if i committed the crime stated above.
truly sorry. if i offended anione.im realli sorry.dint mean it.

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stayed home n watched `legally blonde.
4 the first time.
it's actually quite nice.
n yeahs..baby kittens r sooooooooo~ adorable.
in case u cant tell...
im damn sianx.
over~

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____________________________

`u
imnotsureifthingsshldgoback2b4
imean.
urnotthesamepersonasb4.uchanged
nwad'sthepointofchangingback
pplmightnotgetused2it
imsorryifwadisaidmadeufeelbad.
tat'snthepurpose
idunnowad2sae.duntry2puchang
issittoolate?imsorryicantbperfect
onemorething.
weareallhumansnwemakemistakex
lettheonewhocastthefirststonebetheonewho'sfreeofsin
ifumakemistakestoodenswadgivesutheright2scoldppl
espwhendeyrNOTinthewrong
ujusreflectonurlifek
imsorrytatihav2saeallthese
butpplhavfeelingstoo
theworlddunrevolveonliarduyounyoo
haiz...wakeuppeepx!
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i'm sorryy
i cant be.perfect]

disciplined me x)
was home earli.
all because of my maid n stuff...
can't go swimming wif peeps. yett againn...
waited for laopo after schh
lunched at pizza hut
feeling realli bloatedd!
she came to my hse n slackk
zilianx alorts alortss~

mmel x) hahah!!
SrReWww YoUU!!
sCREeW sCrEeww u!
FAker FRAUd!
assumptions suckss but we wun be botheredd x)

maths lesson today!
stupid joycee.. i m damn sleepy
YET she wake mi up =P
basicalli typical day yeah?
but i m looking forward to tml
wil be going trekking n perhaps sentosa?
hot weather n yet wanna get myself tannedd.

if i m 18..
there is so much tings i can do...
i wann a tattoo on my backk!!
is there anyway to get one now?
groundedd Life!
n oso a drivingg licencee
awww i wann to be 18!!!

THANK YOU MERRILL!!!
jus now was terror
my mum's laptop damn infestedd
wif my knowledge i could not haf solve it without him
woo~
realli lucky...

its gonna be a long weekendd
so SLEEP Peeps x)!
takee caree everyonee!

laopoo the way u blogg is so interestingg
its hard to decipherr!
shall adapt ur way of typing =P
tuition wif her n now home sweet homee
looking forward to the long weekendd
SLEEPING TIMEE!!
haiz tym jus zoom zoom zoom lidat
its passing way to quickly
rod is on the 18 of june!
4 yrs of fun . pain n laughter
batch 2002 rocks ! !

it was realli good.
5b gers are hot hot hot!
n the weather too!
HOT HOT HOT!
totalli disgustingg!!

i jus learned dat sumtyms is does not pay to be nice
mel u noe wad i refering to bahx
but wadever it is..
i ain't bothered cause it isn't worth wasting anger on trival stuffs
n oso i noe wad kind of a person ... is
shouldn't mentionn...
but ppl ard are slowly noticing it too.
let tym provee everytingg reminiscingg...
stymsikipaskingthesameqns.
inoeitsrealimyonesidedlove
butlookingaturprofilelastoctwheniconfessed
irmbvividlydatparagraphdatgavemehope
suddenlynearnov...
itchangedneverytingturnedcoldd...
tillnowiwonderifurmbthefirsttymwewentout
dourmbthelongsleeveconversepulloveruwore?
thefirst"the hulk"popcornsetweshare
hahathoughiwas shyndidnottakemuch... x)
doustillrmbthetymswespendtogether?
wo xiang hui dao guo qu . dan bu ke neng
didImadeuhappie?
didigifumemoriesworthkeeping?
rmbthenitewhenwewereoutwifbsnmel
onthetrainwhereushoweredmithatlove
clutchingmicloseennehwantingtoletmigo?
iwassoguiltyimadethingsended..
iviewedurprofile
"ievendreamtthatshecameback .."
bututhoughtthatitwouldnothappen..
wasirealidateasytoforget?
ifanyonehighlightsthispara
plssinoemanywillthinkdatimsoshameless.
butaskurselfifuwillhafthesamequestionsfortheoneuoncelove.
ijuswannasaythattillnowthismoment.
uarealwaysonmyhead.
dounowhowhardisittoforgetu?
iloveyou

fall.to.pieces

I looked away

Then I look back at you

You try to sayThings that you can't undo

If I had my wayI'd never get over you

Today is the dayI pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces

I just wanna sit and stare at you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

I don't wanna talk about it

cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one

I'll be with till the end

When I come undoneYou bring me back again

Back under the stars

Back into your arms

Wanna know who you are

Wanna know where to start

I wanna know, what this means

Wanna know how you feel

Wanna know what is real

I wanna know everything, everything

ihatetisday.hatehatehate.icantfaceu*evoltsirf

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udunnowadurdoink

yissitalwayslidat,,issitmyfault?everybody'schanging.canistillbelievewadusae?

it'smyfeelingsagainsturwords.itrustboth.tat'sy..

imso c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d

ovrwad?

stopassuminwadifeelcans?ualwaysgtitwrong.

inoexichangedimnottheoneiused2be.

butitsarks2hearitfrmu.

wadhappened2b4?

invraskedu.butuaskedmetat.

idunnowad2sayy.istatthereason4thethingstatudo?

ruthesamepersoniused2noex?

2dae.haiz.dunnowad2sae.

iwannaslp/sosickntired.bothways

doureallimeanwadusae?

idintsaeanything.icantthink.

talk2me.iwannanoex.sosickofthedark.

mabbie...juzmabbie..ig0titallwrong.

butiwanUtonoex..

istillcare.
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*sorrysameix

sorrode ur blogg.

thnks4letting mi blogg k.

huggx*

itss a wonderfull nitex

basicalli it is jus another typical day at school
daydream
sleep
gossip
eat
practical
n meetingg~

went to raiders~
lalalass
funn!
wl . wj . sam . jk
thx for the nitex.
i'm lame
especialli the trip home
FA hUa CHis!!
came back bout 10+
but jus can't help smilingg x)

its nth but bullshitt! i boredd!
decided to post NOTHINGG!! haha

















































to youu,,
the one dat called urself stupid...

i sorry the it happened againn..
but this isn't ur fault.
its me, my parents n my heart.
the game of heartt...
noo it ain't playing
but u can't help feeling this way
often ppl decide sth dat did not consider the aftermath.
theres no nid for explanationn
all good tings cum to an end
for the period of long n shortt
but its onli fairr that u sld noe wad is going on
ppl wif guilt jus can't face reality
n dat's exactly wad i'm made of
empty vessels make the most noise
no use sayingg im filled wif guilt n remorsee
tym will heal the broken hearts
no one is avoidingg
hope u din tink dis way
the phone is gone by nitee
taken away by my dreadful parents.
nevertheless u brought mi lightt
when everyting was dark.
u gave mi warmth . care
all the good things anyone ever wantedd.
i neh take it for grantedd.
u were special. that made it more than jus frens
butt...



just to flood my blogg!!

ohh shits...
itss monday againn
schhooll schhooll and more school!
kept tossins n turning last nite
i jus could not sleep
photo taking today!
omg! for the informal shot at the bus stop!
i jus such a dumbo awrtye!
i tot the cameraman was getting ready so i look elsewhere...
den *ok done!
i mean `wth! i din even noE!
it will be so disgustingg

dun blame me for being a paranoid.
i can't help feeling this wayy
its jus how much this haf advanced
dat all of us realised the distance n gap.
saying u dun mean anyting to mi is bullshit
dat is impposiblee..
the 4 years gone throughh
jus could not be written in words..
whenever sth bad my eyes sees.
i can't stop myself frm feeling its me
but its the way how she made mi feel
nott youu..
the way she speaks or treats mi
makes mi feels so small.
its jus made mi retreat more n more
dat i find dat i dun belongg there
and given the close bondd
will u all listenn?

to TAN THIAM WEI
i noe i m not a good student nor cadet
i noe i m not as good as u in my academic results
wan to discriminate mi in front of ur frens
go aheaddd..
but i think i haf already put in my part for npcc
whether or not i get the rank it doesn't matter
UNDERSTOOD!?

"Accidentally In Love"
-counting crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

in <3 wif my blogg
lalass
i lovee all these sonngs
boos!
i cannot go out todayy
the guys will be havingg fun today at cin's placee
enjoy x)!
jus wokee up n suddenly got this urge to change my skin
nice n simple??

`off to playy gamess

woahh! home sweet home!
i so damn sweatty n tired jux now
feeling so much cleaner n fresher now!
reach home bout 11.45.
had a reali great trip home
and oso a "sumptous and sweet" dinner
caught 'the pacifier'.
its nicee n i enjoyed it.
bought so much food to hq
went to deyi first
n the ci there totalli sux!
npcc day parade was okok
mangae to spot wl . yl . kt
its was damn hilarious
i tried to irritate khairul wif my malay
ppl ard von n me jus could not stand it. =P
shui guan ni!!
trying to spot yuelong was funni too.
we got the wrong contigent n evon was lyk
*eh cannot be leh yuelong so fat should be able to sopt leh!
sori sori i noe damn badd but its realli funni!!
waited for them to reach amk ok
so nice of us
went to yiochukang road to makann~
ordered the stupid tissue prata
which totalli eekss!!
so SWEET!! as in reali too much sugarr!
i consume so much sugary stuff today le.
not even a sip of waterr.
took the buss n my heart wass thumpinngg
wo de tianss!!
so happi thoughh.
anywayy.. even he oso say i change?
reali? is dat true? did i reali change?
haixx
maybee.. perhappss.. probablyy..


i'm sorii all for the tings dat i haf done

today is the day i m looking forr!!
its FRIDAYYY!!!!
so the weekend is tym to replenish my sleep
n feel FRESSH AGAIN!!

sch is borinngg
went for meeting wif or jiao n realise he isn't dat irritating.
afterwhich tw and i went to catholic high for the interview
damnit nervouss!
imaging four officerss "interrogating" u!!
including a ac.
but i jus realise i dun deserve dis at all
when the ac mentioned bout academic resultss..
i m lyk *DUMBFOUNDED
went to beach road wif kt . allan . yl n vonnie!
i saw a sling bag dat looks reali good
though it was sum kind of brandless tingg
but it looks nice!
arghh regretted not buying it
when i got back to the shop
it was sold out!

his msn nick made my crumble...
he missess sumonee smile?
how i wish i can jus ask him *hey hu is it or *hey now not bad arh..
but i can't. hu am i anywayy.. haha.. jus look a t his popularity.. x)
eeryone noes him! wo zhi xi wang ni kuai le

i wanna stay right here on the mountains
i wanna bath wif u in the sea
i wanna lay lyk this forever.
until the sky falls down on mi
-savage garden

mmel mmel... take care ok
rmb ur tie one mondayy
n the camera mann!!
so pan mei mei okiex?
miss ur nonsenseee~

tttrully ... maaddlyy ... deeppplyy

what can i do to make u mine...
falling so hard so fast this time...
wad did i say wad did u do..
how did i fall in love wif u
-bsb

ytd was not a good day of coursee..
did i mention dat i was late for remedial on mon?
so mrs anand chase mi out of the class
saying she did not wan mi in her lesson.
OF COURSE since she say this
i get my ass out rite?
yet during eng lessons ytd
she say i haf the cheek to go out?
haha so contradicting.
i kip smiling... she say i show face..
n she say all the things she could
even when i did not do them...
haix...
i stil like her though..
meeting at yckss at 6pm
den went to dine at the coffee shop selling tiptop curry puff.
the steamboat was...
nah i din lyk it.
played a zone x for a while.
sori to zw n mel for putting aeroplane at 5...
my hokkien totalli rocks ok!
dun say dat its weird!
I M A FU JIAN REN!!

my fone bill is SHIT!
sumhow im realli guilty for wad i haf done...
she got mi a wallet..
n i swearr it isn't any nice one...
but its the thought that counts
n i realli happie

na shi wo men dou hui bu qu de chong qiann
-guang liang

michael wong will be accompanying mi to school this few days
hahaha! crapps
i bought his cd n his voice is so...
its just make my heart melt!

all my life i've been waiting

todayy its jus free free free period
kip facing dat liu gay gay
test was not very well done oso..
but who caress i studied..
all the best to those who took mock exam today!!!
jiayouss`

today is jus so COLD..
everyting is settledd..
n i m free...
thx to laopoo for her helpp
though i told her not to sayy
well no more worries~

so now another one..
n these tym there's more to it..
more heart breaking
moree worriess.
but well wad can i doo
hahahahahh!!
LAUGH MY WAY THROUGH!!!

damn siann..
everyday oso veh siann
tok to mum bout the same issuee
no meanss no..
dun she realise studdying in government sch veh xing ku
its makin mi breathless n i m strugglingg
i got a veh strong feeling i jus cannot make it
say i m escaping frm the reality or im a scaredy cat
i realli hate sch...
went out wif sheryl laopoo
was suppose to STUDY
but pls end up loitering ard northpoint
ate alot todayy!
wo de tianss
lose weight become gain weight le lahh
Jiu jiuu wo bahss!!

i wan to go raiderss!!
this wednesday bah!
after or before the meetingg hmmm..

i dun deny how happie i was when u say hi
but will it suddenly stop lyk last tym?
i noe there isn't motivee..
so will i get a chance to say hi to u in sch x)
i hope all these will neh end..

i finalli seen ur true colours
i tot u were on alright terms
but i was jus too naive to bliff
still i m not so stupid to the extend
to realise the wolf under the sheep's skin
why can't there be any competition?
wad is all these about?
dun u realise all these ain't important n no one is bothered by it at all?
why do u lyk to play the trumpet?
so loud n blaring?
is ur intention to see ppl sad?
is that how u wan ppl to feel?
is that how u make urself hapie?
ba ren jia de tong ku dang cheng zi ji de kuai le
zhen de kuai le mah?
do u even haf ren qing wei at all?
i dunno why the girl's world is lidat
the ting is no matter how loud u annoucee
realli dun be childish plss
popularity isn't important.
mo mo zi ji de liang xin bah
ask urself if i said correctly
ask urself if i say wrongly..
ur intentions are wad i stated rite?
i jus hopee we are jus lyk the naive ones in the pass
but noo...
we've all grown n haf our thoughts..
STUPID THOUGHTS
i hate being a ger sumtymss

i FINALLI finish my show!
jus one day settled!
kim zai yuen n kim lai yuan is so SHUAIX!!!
it's gonna be another day with the sunshinee
when we can get together i feel paradisee...
the songs is so nice!
i m so into koreann!!!
kam sa ha mi da
mi ah dey
kim na zeh kim
sa ra hae
ahh i love korean serial!!

but im reali at a lost..
will history repeat itself..
how much longer can i hold on?
jus how long...

will i get the chance to say hi to u again?

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YATINGG . ANDY

I tink its probably jus pms..
yes yes it is jus any stupid depressionn
but come on~
HOW AM I GOING TO FACE IT

so its settle
no campcraft badge n first class
well wad can i say
its not as if i din cum for training
n all things add up in one go..
reali reali pissed mi off
buy food frm mac
the friess n drinks topple b4 i can even touch them!
it jus isn't my day today
sori to lester . laopo n wy
reali sorii.

the onli fun ting bout today
is the interview of my future ncos
i will neh forget two of them
*DROP 10* he heard it as *DROP PANTS!
wah lao eh almost took it off!!!
hahahah
the other one wif the stupid accent
of course he did it on purposee
but overall i was disappointed
how can i not be?
i passing on my role to my cadets!!

i jus hope all will be over soon!!! x)

HAHAA!!
punch mi n wake mi up!!
i jus dunno wad i'm thinking!!!
well 5a's play is funni!
heex..
but i din realli pay attention..
wad busyy doing differentiation..
I PASSED MY DIFFERENTIATION RETEST!!!
anyway a lame day!!!
i going to slp..

LalAss!!!
its a new day
its a new lifee!!
A NEW BEGININGG!!! x)

i pon school today
in a nicer word is din attend...
wasted $23 for a piece of MC!
my acting skills is so pro..
but the doctor damn funni
i din even get a chance to speak
save my brain juicess..
trying to think of excuses...

"doc: so wad is wrongg.. oh u having flu huh.. so i jus gif u sum pills for flu lah...
er cough not? oh sum cough syrup for u oso.. need mc anot? ok lah. tml can go sch a not? ok so mc for today lah..."

all i did was knock n shake head..
earli in the morning walk ard wif a stupid uniform
trying to find my way there..
no schoool r0cks!! roCks!!
went to sch bout 3+
saw kkimbos n juboss performancee
JIAYOUSS!!!
so hm sweet homee!!
good luck for your match!!
dun play pattern ok?

i miss u...

I WILL LOSE WEIGHT!!! I WILL!!
40 kg here i cum!!!

oh yah i almost forgot!
today was peace cause..
SHEYL LAOPO IS NOT IN SCH!!
but... stil miss her presence!
haha anyway i jus wanna wish her drama peeps
ALL THE BEST IN THE SYF COMPETITION!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY PETER!!

i m damn shock bout wad happen...
but no matter wad we are all behind u,
supporting ur decision!!
CINDY JIAYOU!!!

anyway tml physics test!
shit shit shit
no textbook, no file
study wad sai?
er can't do my hmwork too
my file is wif melinda!
so i m basicalli slacking my way through

i tried so hard to convince le
but no use!!
why why why!
so wad if it is already april
still can drop out de rite?
wth ?
the more u all wanna control
the more i wanna rebel
u use to knock b4 u cum in...
now? wth!! why care so much when im going to be 16!!!
arghhh!! cannot take it!!
*BREATHe IN!!!!
pls lah dat is a bottle of glitter!! not DRUGS!!
idiot! shit head!! go n eat lah!
u die of not addiction but CHEMICAL INTAKE!
haiz if anyone wanna pon sch
FIND MI PLS!!!!
i desperately nid to take a break n...

oh well. i go n take "DRUGS" then
fucking shit heads with stupid mentality
u might not understand why i m lidat
but pls lah i am not notti to dat extend ok!

damn damn tired!!
ytd was amksian family day.
wasn't as fun as i expected.

anyway to my CADETS N HIS CLASSMATES!
u all neh die b4 isit!
haha throw mi inside the sea still not enuff
still push mi into the water.
cannot breathe u noe!
den i dun care gettin myself wet anymore...
i mus get ppl into the same state as mi.
lalas...
den i finalli got dry again
when wah lao!
azmi . aaron n nathan throw mi into the sea!
how to fight
3 men! i kick . struggle . scream oso in vain!

slack awhile wif hongrui n peeps.
well wad else...
anyway ziwei pls shhh
n i was reali amused by stories told by bs..
its was suppose to be serious n yet dey were so funny.
den the chicken left so i went to play at the beach
laopo n her stupid hand stand!
played monkey wif peeps
WOAHHH!! i get to slap guy's nipples!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stayed there till 7.30...
went to eat at harbour front.
haiz laopo i'm sori!!
reach home at 11+
bath n KNOCK OUT!



i'm gladd sadness go away when u're ard...













































i see u secretly ard the place n i kip asking myself the answers i knew. how did u ever let feelings fade away. i told myself u are reali out of reach but why can't it jus go away. i dunno how to describe the feeling i haf inside mi. i set my eyes on u whenever i can n its happie n its sad. i lurvee u n i dunno who u are n i guess i'll jus haf to let it go. ppl jus dun understand. reali its hard to do so. i din kip telling myself dat i love you. i neh remind myself. still its there. though we are not even friends now, being wif u was the best thing dat ever happen to me. im much luckier then other girls who like you. i will neh forget the tyms we share n no way will anyone replace. u hold mi tight in ur arms, u hold my hand tight when we cross roads n u kiss mi goodbye when we parted. u're reali one n onli... will u get to see the secrets within this blog dat i place... will u?

currently...
its secret...
nobodyy ohh nobody knows~
but congrats to vball b-boys for attaining silver in the nationals x)
work harder n GOLD will be ours soon.

dun understand why ppl haf to purposely voice out so loudly
isn't iit obvious...
maybe wad she say is true?
maybe wad she told me would jus wake mi up frm the dream i m making
when will i ever wake up?
obviously ppl ard mi noes how i felt
but the one wun even noe anyting
right?
yes how much amt of tears shed...
can't even brin him back
so why?

tml amksian famili day
should be having fun..
sausage to prepare blar blar!!
slp earli ppl!
GOOD BYE! x)

tuesday
2.4 totally sarks
i jus sum pathetic unfit kid!
but...
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ahyi FLOR!!!
i love u lots!!!
tuition wif laopo was kinda fun..
thx for the highlighter! x)
lunched at pizza hut..
burp~

make them all disappear

wednesday:
i dun wan another pretty face
i dun wan jus anyone to hold
i dun wan my love to go to waste
i wan u and ur beautiful soul...
lunched at pizza again!
fats n more fats accumulating!
haix zhiwei wif a stupid question
obviously i cannot go out wif ur class right?
`sighh...

today!
loci should be ok?
but i m having serious mood swing today
wanted to go home straight after sch
but went for lunch for zl n peeps.
so is it htur or neer?
haix..
but nevertheless im still happie!!
tuition jus ended bout 30 mins ago...
is laopo home yet??!!
hope the 3 packs of sausage will taste good x)

this is a story of a ger
who cried a river and drown the whole world
while she looked so sad in photographs
i absolutely loved her
when she smiles...

shit...
since when dat farker at home become so aware?
n i m in trouble again...
arghh~

fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it
WHY?
know why?
Cause i m a total screw up!
i m such a big ass hole dat cannot speak well!!
come on!
i jus gonna fail my o's n dat's it
english cannot, maths oso cannot, science oso cannot
n even my humanities too!
where in the hell can anyone get 1/12?
hu hu hu?
n hu in the world can say BIG BOOBS in front of a teacher!?
fuck it fuck it fuck it!
i such a big screw up!!!
WAD THE HELL AM I THINKING WHEN I SAY THE WORD
BOOBSS!!!!!

i gonna give up on m studies n dat's it!
FUCK IT!

well as expected..
i noe how all will turn out
so it wasnt so bad.
ain't bothered by it anyway...
hahah!!!

made a few stupid certificate designs
hope that SIVALINGAM SHAMUGAM will appreciate them
i m boon-deh siao! n chin-mo-neh-neh siao!
tamil rawks!! heex..
im damn sleepy now
din slp up to an hr not even 30 mins!
the gym machine looks lyk a po*tiaN*k!
wif all the lights off!
damn scary alrite!
creepy stories~ eeks!
i wann to drop dead now!

home sweet home tml!!
im GONEE!! we3ss~
ZzzZzzZZZ!

p.s: courtesy of the sch's computer!

"Lonely No More"

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore(x3)

"Shut Up"

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the oneYou love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I knowAnd I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

HAPPIE APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!

heex its been lyk a week since i blog
M.I.A!!
guess where am i now?
In the suckiest computer lab!!
lalas
doing some admin job for CUGC camp
n of course slacking
shhhhh~

monday sux though
i was send out of the class for using priscilla's notes
damn sia sway
n its lyk she reprimand mi until i nth to say liao loh...
i wanna go band 4!!

tues
hey u! yeah u!!
no nid to go ard n tell ur fren dat I M THE ONE HU *ik*s **
ah yi went back to india already
totalli sucks!
i cried the moment she hugged mi.
i lurvee her!!
i lurvee kaizer n carmen
flor . car . zer rawks!

wed
thx nick for sending mi to sch..
sori for imposing on u x)
i lost the neoprints i took wif carmen!!
slack at central till evening den go home
the msg u send mi...
i dunno wad it means
but sumhow...
how i wish i can tell u how i feel again...
n i mean it this tym..
i mean it...

ytd meet the people's session was fun
surprisingly dr.warren li is a sociable person
went for supper n yum yum
boy~ was i hungryy...
reach home at 12+
din pack my bag for camp!

YEAHH!!
CUGC!!! i m damit sian
but the one good ting is i dun get to see the farker's face at home!!
i hate him!!

i finalli realised how much i miss u ...