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Sunday, March 27, 2005

i can't slp...
cause my heart's been torn in two...
i so lost..
without u...

now i noe why tings are lidat
now i noe why we din continue to be friends
now i noe why he hates mi so much
now i noe why we are so far apart.
bothering bout mi is actualli...
A WASTE OF TIME...
if it is a waste of tym?
why why?
i was so glad he e-mailed mi first
nth else filled my mind
for all i wanted was to be friends.
we tok for a while, a three tyms or two n everything stop
puzzled of course but i din noe why
everything den came to light ytd
hongrui is jus a friend
n yet advices were: not to bother bout mi cause i'm such a waste of tym
n he would end of lyk him?
i din ask hr to be anyting elsee...
i din even ask hr to bother bout mi...
n all the more the tings dat came out of his mouth?

i all out of faith...
this is how i feel
i'm COLD N I M SHAME
lying naked on the floor...

why mus it be frm his mouth?
i noe i had took him for granted n i regret till this day...
so i guess mi trying to be his friend?
is out of the question forever...
n not onli haf i been heartbroken...
the friend dat i confide in most has gone too...
so go ahead n listen to ur fren's advice...
i ok with it.. anyway its a normal thing to hear such tings frm his mouth.
its not dat i got nth to clarify, i lost the will to already
wif ur tone n attitude... i dun see a nid to salvage it.

i wana becumm the angel dat u wan in the fairy tale story
open up my arm to protect u
u mus bliff, bliff dat we will be lyk the ones in the story
happiness n we will be happily ever after...

BUT I WILL ALWAYS BLIFF
TONG HUA LI TOU SHI PIAN REN DE!!!
ni bu ke neng shi wo de wang zi...

saying all those tings...
but does he noe how much i love him..
i lost it... long agooo n i can neh find it back again..
killing all thoughts to take the initiative...
if we are fatedd will we be together..
fairy tales are liess fairy tales are liess
the stars in the sky.. will neh be lighted up...
my world has been crashingg
i jus dunno why!!
all those evil tings came out of u
n yet i still love u.

wo ku zhe dui zi ji shuo.. tong hua li tou shi pien ren de