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Monday, March 07, 2005

AHH!!

hear me out...
you... YOU... YOUU!!!
when will he ever get out of my head, soul and heart.
tormented mi since the day things fall apart.
blinded by looks i did not follow my heart.
and bliff i love sth dat i shouldn't haf.
of all people it happens to be...
i did many many tings to forget him.
cheated myself n into deeper mistakes.
SHout and throw my tantrum on family and friends
spend my lesson tym writing bullshits in my book n on my table
blog wadever it is cause no one listens
pick up u2 because its the onli time i feel good
why? why? why? why?
i just canot forget how i loved him n how he loved mi.
i hate ppl dat i dunno n i critisized them to stop tears frm flowing.
is this me? the me that i used to be?
i love him n the onli tym i get to acknowlegde him is in my dreams
dreamt of him getting stroke n i woke up with tears
but i'm glad he appeared n tok to mi...
i dreamt of him asking another ger for a chance
thought it was heartache but i m already glad...
SHITSS..!!!
take mi away!!
i realli nid to forget him!!
set mi free from this trapped!!
I LOATHE UU!!!!!

No matter how hard i try
Good memories of u and mi always stay
Sweet pictures of u i took frm the web
How wonderful you look when u smile
Almost everyday i see ur face
Often it onli happen frm afar
Just look at mi once more
Into my eyes
N tell mi... PLS GIVE UP!!!

i definitely felt different these days without u
but wad can i do?
my hearts says you're for mi but when...
the thought fumbles
maybe it is better lidat.
at least i noe how much it matters

Hope seems bright when im with u
Onli to realise that all isn't real
N i lost all that u had for mi
Gone forever n ever
Reasons and reasons why i just can't
U will never understand
I'm sorry but i just cannot get over him

i m jus a failure in everyting