* we ro C k the w 0 rld ..

Monday, January 31, 2005

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MR LAI!

good news! AUSTRALIANS OPEN MENS FINAL
MARAT SAFIN HAS WON THE GRAND SLAM!
yay! hate dat idiot hewitt!

look at the smurf!
so freaking cute!!
the sight of it jus makes mi wanna pinch it!
thanks to him for giving mi the smurf!
veh veh gandongs~ so happie cans?
the tings u gavee.. touched my heart deeped xD
xie xie ni~
white white rawks! thhankieww hr!
U'RE THE BEST!


after sch eng remedial
damn bored.
went to j8 after dat
wif mel jas rach eugenia n mich
im so proud of myself
i finalli bought my TEN YEARS SERIES CHEMISTRY!!
ehh... actualli since i onli get at this period of tym.
dere isn't anyting to be proud of rite? =P
but my head was splitting lyk hell
onli i noe why...
arghh~
dammit disapointed in myself...

Sweet dreams of u
However dun last long
Always hoping for my wish to fulfil
Onli to realise that all went wrong
Just wanna hear frm one
I dun ask for more
Never had i been so down b4...

*ilu...

Sunday, January 30, 2005

summaries!
today go n study for permutation n combination test!
thanks zhaoliang for giving mi free consultation!
n weijin for accompanying mi wait for my parents
now veh full
*burp
fatter n fatter le
gonna start slimming down
heex
stupid char wong~!
chubby cheeks rawks!
fats rawks! =P

all i m left with are memories of faded movie tickets...

Saturday, January 29, 2005


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we3s~

ding Dong ding dong~
i here to share sum shits
big news number 1: SAFIN DEFEAT FEDERER!!! YEAHH!!
big new number2: DAVENPORT VS WILLIAMS! FINALS!
whoever wins i m alrite.
davenport is likeable n williams is cute eh?
wearing earings b4 her match?! xD

feeling realli fu*k now.
wake up wif swollen eyes.

ytd went to sch
happy?
sad?
excited?
my heart thumping now and then
its lyk its going to shoot out of my mouth..
i guess sum peeps noe why...
after sch went to j8
hyper!
high!
heart melt...
why?
*zipPp

peirce my 7th ear hole
dis tym is reali *OUCH
was told dat my nerves are at the top
so i can't peirce the top anymore...
took neoprints wif my *SHIT FACE! n evon
kinda weirdd...

haha laopo change her name liao
n i m lyk an ASS FACE?
stop it lah u frog!
opps! heex.
training was fun wif the sec 2s
they were hilarious
lurvee npcc to the core!
char wong is lyk char-coal...
obs mus be fun!
sobs "chubby n fat cheeks!"
haha.. WHOSE FAULT?
so stop pinching my cheeks!

cindy...
for goodness sake
pls takecare of ur health can?
go n consult a doctor can?
aiyoo~ takkairee~

found out sth..
heartbroken... i noe it might happen
perhaps it may start.
but wadever it is
if she is sure of her feelings
pls pls dun hurt him
if u stand a chance...

hoping dat the farking childish kia isn't mi
plss =(

MEN FINALS : SAFIN VS HEWITT
SAFIN SAFIN SAFIN!!
hewitt sux!

so in lurvee wif.... ANDY RODDICK!!
yays!! shuaix!

his my man!! oOo lalas~

Thursday, January 27, 2005

people calling mi a smurf
is on a RISE!
stupid hongrui!
becareful i post his pic wif a white chicken!
do i reali look lyk a smurf?
mayb i should take part in super sunday
"chaoji cartoon lian! super~!


i dun tink i resemble smurf at all!
hahaha! ppl check it out!
lalalas~

ytd after sch...
miraculously! i attended hse practice k!
why? bacause of sheryl...
sum rebagay shit is our hse captain...
haix...
but why am i lidat...
its jus not mi...
discrimminations is the only way to vent this anger...
i m jus jealous... sori
shit it.

took neoprints at j8!


jus could not resist sharing these.
but haf to cover my faggot face


AND!!! for my favourite pic!!!



for today..
bored!
the onli word to describe such a pathetic day
THANK YOU EVON FOR THE SNACK U MADE!
hen hao chis! yum yum~

and i reali wanna say a big SORRY!
i din noe dat u waited...
i should not presume!
DUIBUQIS!!

I HOPE SAFIN WILL DEFEAT FEDERER IN THE AUST OPEN!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

he's acting weird again
n i dunno y...
sh i had done again or wad?
are promises meant to be broken...?
sick n tired of this warm n cold treatment frm u
well...
i understood ur actions.
all the best... =)

i m happie today!
nothing happen much in sch...
but i reali wanna thank LIM ZIWEI!!!
see the watch! so cute rite?
think he got it in hk when he was send there for lion dance bahx?
gandongss eh~ xie xie ni!!



n oso david baichis...
gave mi the metal gear solid 3 `snake eater dat he got in m'sia
THANK YOU! xD i m not LONGWINDED!!
reali appreciate their gifts...
the thoughts dat count...

bought a billabong pencil case today
was comtemplating if i should get white or black..
but i guess black would be a better choice
since white will stain easily.
stupid sheryl was complaining bought the billabong gym bag she bought
she lyk it n yet she is whinning dat its too big?
hahaa
but it isn't funni! n its nice k?
stupid ger....

joycee!
my meeting end late eh...
sori i din call u...
tml wan to go n get ur stuffs? xD

THANK YOU DAVID BAICHIS N ZHIWEI!!!

Monday, January 24, 2005

as usual!
i fu*king hate my dad!
why mus we all control dis SHIT!
piece of shit!
fu*kiNg hAte him!
i hate the way he dominates ppl when he isn't even fit!
drunk! freaking drunkard!
n yet we haf to stand all this nonsense!
i hate having him as a dad!
I HOPE HE DOES STH BAD ENUFF
so dat my mum who is in dreamland will wake up
n DIVORCE HIM!
we cannot stand it anymore!!!
Fu*cking ass Hole~~~

MEL CIN N JOY ARE BONKERS!!
CRAZY MAD N PRATICALLY LOOSE IN THEIR MINDS!
can u guys stop being so cranky
i cannot stand u guys!!
hahhaha!!
mel is sitting rite beside mi n u guys should see her face when she is shy!
omg~~
cin is laffing so much i dunno y!!!
n joy is so QIAN BIAN i jus cannot resist disturbing her!!
heex i m having fun!!

anyway lit class today was total embarresment!
i was smsing in class when karim noticed my hands are *MISSING*
so she wants to see my hands huh?
well my hands are up but my handfone?
went DOWN dowN down!
it dropped on the floor wif a thud!
damn it sia sway!
all because of the white chicken...
arghh~~~

its becums so weird when i miss seeing u...

Sunday, January 23, 2005

wad does it always haf to be lidat?
why do u haf to say tings dat hurt the friendship?
does this friendship reali meant so little?
asking mi to take care take care?
why do u haf to say these?
do u noe how much i treasure u?
but neh mind...
if dat is wad u wan...
i got nth to say...

idiot!

Saturday, January 22, 2005

its another tired day
went to ngee ann poly open hse
making our way dere was hectic!
i would say dis would not be my choice..
courses dun suit mi
n i dun lyk the place..
resembles a factory...

got a goodie bag filled wif stuffs
just tea . note book . pen . mag . n a bag

wl . wj n clement din lyk the bag
say it looks gay!
onli sher n i tot it was ok
loiter for a while n left

went to gv at yishun!
decided to watch elecktra at 5.05
stupid advertisement was bout 20mins!
its exhilaratingg!!
jennifer garnet is so cool
3 out of 5 stars!

the show at bout 7+
still earli so we went to j8
at the yishun station
the train came n guess wad happened
all of them board the train n i wad left behind!
hmmppff!!

had dinner at j8 n home sweet home!!
so tired after 2 consecutive days of walking!
blister accumulating~~ sarks!
gonna haf a good nite slp tonite

GOOD LUCK TO DAVID BAICHI FOR HIS CS COMPETION!!!
JIAYOUS!

Friday, January 21, 2005

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MELINDA!!!!!

dear ger! i lurvee u to bits!
u are the bessie n weirdest fren anyone could ever had
ur craps are so crappy sumtyms i dunno how i should react
FAGGOT! mORon... *adapted frm beat
but dis words, i dedicate to u
my fren... u are wonderful
n i cannot imagine my lyfe without u!
kip rockin!
hope u had a wonderful day today!
n u look great when u are the onli one in SKIRT!

STH BIG TO ANNOUNCE
though not veh big to sum ppl
heex!
I WATCH MY FIRST NC-16 show
"meet the fockers"
f*cking funni~ `ass - hole~
thx to jasline who got the tickets!

ths lester n joyce for getting to cake
hey i forget to pass to u all the $$!
monday tk frm mi!!

the cake we bought for the BIG GER!

bits n pieces of the pathetic cake!

the plan din go well
its hard to pAhkak wif cindie ok!
imagine PRANKING A PRANKER!
dat idiot ger...
wonder if she was holding back tears of gratitude!
took some pics but i m not allowed to post some...
shh~


see her pile of preesie.
haha the butt cheeks are frm lester n joyce
den cindy n jasline!
hope she lyks the BIKINIS!!

heex! he is going to kill mi for dis...
opps.. but i jus cannot resist not sharing this!
sori~ hahhaa


cute rites?
hahah... dis is jus sum cute guy dat we got crazy bout
dotss dotss!


n we happen to be in the same theatre!
the walking today caused mi so much pain
blisters popping...
after the movie we went heerens n took neoprints
cindi! dun so sad!
i m sori i dunno how to console u...

mel joy cin cliff les n dar went off first.
leaving jasline n me
went to far east to try n get the shoe melinda wanted
but dun haf her size!
sori mel!!

bought dis for myself instead!
bah gay n ah beng was all over the streets! haha
having so much fun wif jasline
den her dad came n fetch her frm far east

met up wif the white chicken for dinner
n my legs was about to break while waiting for him
dine at the mos at tpy central
hate fast food to the core!
n he did sth while waiting for the train...
BISH! he did it on purpose!

wad a day!

Thursday, January 20, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHUANG HONGRUI AKA WHITE CHICKEN!!!!

17 years old le
i dunno to laff or to be angry
for u calling mi smurf lah!
now everyone calls mi dat!
dun get urself into any more shits ok
i wanna thank you for the tings u haf done lahx
for listening to my craps n toking to mi till the wee hours!
veh gandongs cans? xD
my fren... my buddy my chicken!
u are one of a kind!!
be glad i countdown wif u ok? x.X
stop pinching my cheeks!!!! u idiot!!!!
u are disfiguring them!

LATE LATE LATEE!
the councillors were lyk *not late yet still can make it.
so i entered the sch instead of loitering outside.
idiot! is late ok!
FREAK!
but for the first tym
i realise dat ong dun SUX
i was late for sch but NO sch service!!
got reprimanded though
crapping bout mi being a cca leader..
blar blar.. bad example..
sick of it!

ytd was fun!! nyp rawks!
saw weiliang's sister..
reali funni
dey were lyk "eh my brother" "eh my sisterr!"
lolx!
saw peili n peeps!
yeahh he slim down so much!
punk hair! shuaix
hahaha long tym since we met le
saw gary huang too!
wow... piercing rawks!!
heard dat he peirce it himself for 30 mins!
im jus so happy to see him...
whether i glance to look at u or jus adore ur back
i m satisfied..
even though often i find myself tearing...
after dat went to j8 wif sheryl laopo to get dat idiot chicken pressie
hope dat idiot lyks the t-shirt.
took neos. wth lohs.
of the four pics. three is xialan face!

recess today sarks
idiot cow looking cat!
arghh! damn embaressing!
but i lurve today's recess too!
contradictingg! =P
w h i t i e h o r s s i e!!

assembly was hilarious cans
laffing my heads off
everyone cheering for mustafa n matilda
u guys are so dammit sporting!
yusni n peeps dance performance was great
sexy n nottie...
ANGELIA MUIS is dancing!!
u so keai keas?
jiayous!!

bumping into one another too much... the feelings hurts so bad

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

we brush pass one another
lyk we are strangers
sumtyms i wonder
dun the tym we spent together
mean anyting at all?

i understand now wad has happen
and understand why tings are lidat
everyday tying to accept dat fact n move on...
wishing u all the best for i feel dat u are in lurvee... x)

i learn of sth today
dat i should not noe
but sumhow my perception of her change
when i noe wads going on
how dark those moments for her can be
how terrible tings would be...
i think dat u are stupid
and i hate u for who u are
but i lurve you for wad u done
i jus shocked n dumbfounded
but i noe its all for a good cause...

all the best to npcc recruitment
tallying the option form reali saddens mi
NCC AIR ARE FREAKS!
hahaha
all the best to them too.. x)
there's this guy name ong CHEE HONG
i noe im bad.. but...
sori sori sori
its reali funni
ncc land should be et that guy le!

melinda hears mi
i dunno if tings are reali so much better now
but i reali glad she is dere
i m neh satisfied
n this is part n parcel of lyfe
i regret wad i haf done till dis veh day
but sumhow its true dat if i dun learn my lesson this way
i will neh learn to appreciate my partner in future
i haf to thank him for treating me this way
u made mi learn the importance of being in an relationship
n how i should make decisions in lyfe
i dun agree to any relationship lightly now
n i noe wad im doing...
i will be commited
n one day i will forget u...
thankss for entering my life...

we knew each other well... but dat was b4...

Monday, January 17, 2005

finali i can JAM!!
yeahh~ so funn
thx to weijinn!!

today sch simply sarks
my new hair cut gave mi so much problems
i hate tying my hair
i hate my hair
i hate my hairstyle!!
plus my stuffy nose add to the frustration
its terriblee
i feeling weak!
sick sick sick
my ear aches each tym i sneeze
arghh~~!!!
i wonder how should i tie my hair!!!

melinda rawks!!
she make mi laff lyk mad in class
*se quan! gei wo qian... se se se!!
haha guess i miss out alot of funn dat day

strong as i may seem
heartbroken i had always been
alone i m without ur presence
over months n days i live with this absence
jus mi n myself holding on
i xpected tings to move on
never did i knew u meant so much to mi...

u're the meaning in my life.. u're the inspiration

Sunday, January 16, 2005

i m pissed wif o2jam!
i kip patching n patching!
wth`
now my version is expired
n i nid to redownload a new client!
yuelongg! burnn disc for mi!!!!
arghhhh~~~
wasting my top up card n the starter kit!


i reali tink dat sumtyms i m jus not flexible
praticalli a dumbo.
idiotic zhaoliang try to show mi that a nail can emerge frm the tap
wth~
i din even realise dat he is faking
until sheryl say "pls lah... are u dat stupid?"
dots... hahah..
siaswayy~

friday training is damn shag.
onli left sch at 7+?
those sec 3s kinda get hell frm us?
but so wad?
their attitude reali pissed us off.
but dinner wif peeps is fun!
went to s11 n dine there
rawkss!!
got home onli at bout 9...
`zZzzZ

sori melinda
reali sori..
my mum is jus pissed bout mi for sth..
sorii~

in the end i went to cut my hair
i wan to kil dat hairstylist!
freak!!
why did u cut my fringe!
kns
i look lyk CHEE- NA ger now loh.
i have been kipping dat fringe for quite sumtym liao loh
i say *TRIM TRIM TRIM!
arghh
n he *SNIP SNIP SNIP!
it sarks!!!!

ok not so angry le.
will be revising binomial
hope all goes well for mi tml

`i miss raiders!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

the election of the year

had a little election in class during class interaction

class chairperson: yan zhaolian
vice chairperson: lee linkai
treasurer : jacinda
venc: weiliang
pccg: pris n ervinna
ast: desiree n jiying
ava: samuel n guan hao

everyone jiayous!!!
____________________________

miss teng meifeng...
the purpose of votings means choosing the favourites among us
be it a female or a male
it does not matter.
wad is ur problem?
so wad if it is a male dat is i/c of a class?
if u are so against it
den why vote?
cannot comprehend.
comment so much for wad?
it is 4/3 choice!

many ppl din noe wad was going on...
i jus feel dat the though the story isn't fantastic
it isn't dat bad i guess?
but why didn't they consult the class?
its suppose to be a class effort rite?
ain't we suppose to proceed wif sumting majority of the class lyk?
i guess i sld not comment on the script
but haf they spare a thought for us?
jus because no one is interested in the role of the *RED BRA mermaid
den onli they approach us for the role.
hais ...
can't the class even work things out together
for the last tym?

overall i m having fun..
i lurvee my frenss
i lurvee NPCC
i lurvee mah xin mu zhong de *white horse.
n i lurvee O2jam!!!!!


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

i bought top up card for o2jam
wee3s~
jamm jamm jamm!!

i hope he recovers..
sniffling nosee n mucus
simply looks real badd..
get well soon!!!

nth much happen todayy
but i had the most f*rking funni english lesson
sumone is such a crapper i jus cannot stand it.
ahhahhahhahaha~~
n kor should stop teasing mi bout *HORSE!!
i saw guang ye at turf city jus now
shk` summore hoh...!
aiyoo~ why??

reali jealous but
wad can i do?
im "diferent"
n i hate being mi for that reason...


tings are getting so bad dat everyting u say bout mi is negative


i should jus reflect
n tink hard bout wad i haf done?
why am i receiving such treatment?
why? why? why?
i wonder if their attach already...
qns i haf dat cannot be answered...

in doubts*

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

sch is jus so borinngg..
but i haf FRENS dat brighten them so much
i lurvee u guyss...

earli morning pe!
basketball jus rawks...
sher n mel wif *tyco shots!

during recess rachel gave mel n mi cupcakes
n mi wif my butter fingers drop one of the 3
n i stupidly ask *wad should i do?
obviously should throw rite?
wad was i tinking?

the onli bad ting was zaitoN!
she tot i play bingo in class cans?
argh lazy to explain to her..
jus kip looking else where when she was reprimanding.
sway~

after sch..
met up wif the or jiao
had a reali short meeting.
sori mel!!
im reali veh bored wif the course
so i pon...
sori dui bu qi! sori!!!
but thx for taking those notes for mi! xD

in the end went to the bb court
wif zl . wx . lk . ty . wj . wl . yl n von
play n sweat.
but im suppose to buy my o2 jam cd loh
it was too late so we all went home

ps: mel... i will take not of my calcium intake!

I WAN MY O2jam cd!



Monday, January 10, 2005

sch is jus lyk any normal day
hmwk . cracking brain juice n stuff.
n THX TO RACHEL OH SHU HUA
i disgrace myself by screaming out reali loud~~
idiot ger was strangling mi
dunno is pain or itchy.
hahaha!
but i reali always haf fun wif her
she neh fail to make all of us smile!!
wonder how long did those laughters n screams hide.
rachel u rawk our lifes!!

there are sum tingss
words jus cannot be said face to face...

i m reali sori
for the worries n the disappointments i brought upon u
i always thought that my friendship wif u was brittle
n so i hide everything frm u
i gave up telling stuffs to you
fearing dat i would bore u
n began developing the perception
dat this journey wif u through the years was jus a competition
because tings dat happen between us
i thought dat u find mi crazy
for being moody almost all the tym
i did things dat harm my body
n was sure that u would not care...
but i start to realise dat i was wrong
when u gave mi the pat on my back
u showed mi true friendship
n i felt the support dat i lack...
i cannot promise u i can change straight away
cannot give u my word dat i will forget him...
however i will try to cope wif all my obstacles dat i face
n one day show u my smile dat i keep insidee.
melinda..
`dui bu qi...
you are one of a kind n i glad dat u entered my life...


taken frm joyce blog...
" To sameix:
Today is over, tomorrow would arrive
There's never ending, if there's no surrending
Believe in the strength within urself
That you would walk through all obstacles
Without giving up till the very end of life.
Its time u should learn and believe
In life we gotta be vicious
Life like yesterday's gone
Tomorrow will be a better day
We know u r trying not to think
Trying to smile like nothing's wrong
Please dun keep it within urself
U will have us around you
And we will never leave alone..."

joyce...
thank you so much..
sori for all the troubles i caused.
i will keep trying
to brave this storm
n return wif a good new mi
when i m rdy...

i lurvee you..
i lurvee you guys
cin mel joy ...
sori for disappointing you all...

pls gif mi tym to change...

Sunday, January 09, 2005

INTRODUCING NEH NEH N NEE NEE of 4/3!!



jun hong wif the sword!



getting ready for the dill performance.

looking reali nervous!

everyone pls dun focus on the two veh smart looking officers
though its hard not to...
but pls take a look at the officer at the back
who is trying to snatch the the lime light...
CHARLOTTE WONG!!!






evon n me... jus wanna take the chance to thank her
xie xie ni!!!
for taking care of my cam...
for every every ting lah!
muacks!

and finalli...
the two big ting!

number 1 uniform !!

okok.. actualli i admit.
i kinda look funni in the outfit!
ain't dat smart looking...
but its ok... haha
once in a life tym experience...

great job to the peeps dat took part in the fancy drills
u guys were AWESOME!
made mi tear a little
esp when i kept tinking dat its my last year in the sch...
thx YUELONG for not laughing...

i lurvee npcc!!!


woke up so earli.
guess i slept too earli ytd.

i wanna thank my mama!!
for getting mi the digi cam.
though its not the cybershot series
its better den nth!
get to take photos to commemorate SEC 1 ORIENTATION 2005!!
sameix in first uniform!
staff sergent rank...
hees... its a fraud.
parents are talkative... sec 1s are inquisitive...
reali a tiring day at sch ytd.

found out dat i was attitude.
for turning my back on him.
but its not wad i wanted.
im jus too weak to face reality.
i still rmb when hope is still in sight
at least there's sth for mi to smile.
tings he said. n mention...
but now?
i wonder if it was sth dat i had done.
why didn't the chattings continue.
can't we be frenx?

pray hard for white chicken!
hais...
will the day for mi arrive too?
pp raay y...

nth much happen the pass few days.
jus dat i saw nick in mos on friday nite.
n i tink he mistaken wad happen.
haha...
not explaining would be the best solution.

*na xie ta wan xuan gei bu dao...
ps: get well soon cream~

Thursday, January 06, 2005

i finali found the lyrics for this song.
reading the lyrics...
isn't it jus lyk mi...

i'll never get over you, gettin over mi
by: expose

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time.
With all your good time friends.
I don't think that you think of me.
You're on your own now.
And I'm alone and free.
I know that I should get on with my life.
But a life lived with out you could never be right.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

I try to smile so the hurt won't show.
Tell everybodyThat I was glad to see you go.
But the tears just won't go away (won't go away)
Lonliness found me.
Looks like it's here to stay.
I know that I ought to find someone new.
But all I find is myself always thinkin' of you.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

oh... No matter what I do.
Each night's a lifetime to live through.
I can't go on like this. (I need your touch)
You're the only one I ever loved... oh.

And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.
I'll never get over you gettin over.
Never get over you... gettin over.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.




`everyday i hear the song.
hoping to say these words to you.
no one listens to my sorrows.
cause dey know jus how much i deserve so.
isn't all these enough...
for the pain i'm going through
but why? why?
cause..
i love you.

happie burday pris

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA

belated birthday to HUILI
it suppose to be the fourth day of sch
but i m stranded at home.
msn nobody online
*obviously rite?
except for those graduates.
hais

the reason not going to sch.
i'm having rashes.
which itch since ytd during lesson.
it got even worse after sch.
could not stand the itch
went to the clinic
*OOOUuuCCcHHHH!
jab on my left arm
but it seems to work miraculously well.
ahhhhhhhhHHhhh~~
but got worse at nite!
itch itch itch
luckily there was amazing race.
oh i feel lyk strangling jon
poor victoria
married to such a stuck up ass
a pain in the neck
a male chauvinist
wth.

the cause of my rash?...
i was drenched ytd.
no shelter at all.
wet inside out
n reali INSIDE out.
doc said the rain is DIRTY?
*giggless.
wad kind of reason is dat?

sh it.
feverr cumingg..
no wonder i m feeling cold.
get well b4 sec one cca orientation plss~
i wanna wear my first uniform!

not coping well in sch
hoping my chances of buming into sumone would reduce.
or maybe my chances of seeing sumone myself.
hahaa.
cause sumone won't give a damn.
dun wanna be weird in front of my frenx
i wanna laff n smile..
i dun wanna be seen gloomy
dat even my teacher has to say *i look sad.

HAhahHAaaHAaaHAAaa
heEehHEeeEheeEe!!

going to use my tym to rush hmwk!
good n bad at home eh?

munching on: lays `salt n vinegar.
listening to: *ai qing bu neng zhuo bi jiao n i'll never get over u
mood - sadness agrivated by those 2 songs.
tinking of :` havin fun after sch n ...

i try to smile so the hurt wun show... tell everybody i'm jus glad to see u go
but... the tears jus wun go away...

Monday, January 03, 2005

03.01.05
finalli the day commencee
"ring ring the bell rang" *adapted frm yuelong's compo
the sky was pouring
so assembly had to be held at the hall.
full of craps by the new principle
i dun gif a damn.
full of shit by ong too.
heck care.

handbook has no oringinality at all.
nth distinctive bout the designs
the graffiti is so messy.
bad combination on sum pages.
silver jubilee year book
sux to the core.
wif my assy face at the back
3/3 class photo spoiler.
lousy printing + ugly face = DISTORTION!
siasway!

yearr 2005
got to adapt to the changes
good n bad.
instead of the LOWER n UPPER sec recess
every class recess can either fall at 10.15 or 10.45
nfortunately for 4/3.
everyday is 10.45

i knew i cannot go recess
but i still dunno 5cs tym table
i was hoping dat their recess would be 10.15.
den i wun get the chance to see him
still the moment i went to the canteen
i saw him.
dragged cindy away frm the queue.
asked her to buy her uniform instead.
worse!
he is sitting near the booth
i jus glance n saw.
i cannot handle this
its way to hard for mi to go through

schools ending 20 mins earli
i guess that is sth to rejoice.
hoping dat sec one orientation would be a sucess... =)

today is a special day.
but onli for mi.
onli i remember the day i smile the widest...
03 . 11 . 03

i lurvee mah kors!! u the bessie...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

its nearer n nearer.
n sum idiotic peeps are flauting to mee..
hmmpPff!
sch reopen jiu sch reopen lohs! xD

all geared up.
for the bus trip tml:
discman fully charged (x)
handphone fully charged (x)
chosen my techno cd (x)

glad i haf a discman to accompany me through the journey!
gonna blast it loud!
lonely... u the one n onli .... lalalas
yeahh~~
sumhow i kinda hIgh!!
sch is reopening!!!!!

seeya peeps!
miss head hands n leggss
miss sum dumboss! shan't mentionn
miss mah kor!

in mind now:
hoping to get into a at least reputated poly
wanna "engrave" a dolphin on my back *at the left side
pierce my ear *the one dat covers the hole hoping it would not hurt
highlight my hair into strips of red.
if my parents allow, i wanna stop studying! *dat can neh happen!
wanna shift out so that i would not live wif my dad!
pretty fit shoes
clothes frm mng . roxy . mambo .
a bagpack frm any surf brands
a pencil case
a digital cam
a new handphone *distincly bold edition rawks
change the lay out of my room `QUEEN SIZE BED!
at least go to raiders once or twice a week *EVEN when sch reopens
npcc would be a WARMER place.
stay away frm trouble . neh to get caught even if i pon classes!
dun get caught for *******



the cuming of 030105 is drawing near!!!!
everybody "sCrEaMss"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
i dread the cuming of this day.

hmwk not completed.
bag not packed
pencil case not bought.
wad else!
school simply sucks to the core.
o lvls is coming!
omgg...

shan't brood so much.
maybe i will go raiders later.
de StReEeSss... xD
its far to boring at home.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

if i let u go . i will neh noe . wad my lyfe would be . huding u close to me .

Saturday, January 01, 2005

i completed the *INFERNAL AFFAIRS trilogy today!
its reali captivating.
watch one after the other.
n another reason why i kip watching!!
I M ADMIRING EDISON CHEN!
my idol since pri sch!
handsome!!!


isn't he good looking?



chen guan xi! xD

shuaix!!!

typhoon!
toro's new band.
wif two goondos.
when i first saw the performance.
i tot the two were his dancers!
i lurvee toro!!!!

n of coursee slyvesterr!!

i too bored.
i din go out today.
sld haf gone raiders.
argh~

i lurvee EDISON CHEN!!
TORO GUO WEI YUN!!!
SLYVESTER SIM XIANG LONG!!!


`gif it up . get out of my lyfe . dun wanna waste my tym by ur side

wee3s! dis songs rawks!

smking kills. . .
will try to cut cut cut.

year 2005

it 2005 every one!
i jus woked up.
sleepy head..
cause i got home at 3 nearing to 4am.
mum say might as well dun cum back.
diaos. x.X

recap bout how i spend my last day of 2004
a year not worth remembering.
n yet i wan to note it all down!
went out at 11+
meet weijin weixiang n weiliang *the weis
at khatib mrt station
our programme for the day
CS AT RAIDERS!
rawks eh~ xD
zhaoliang n tenggeok came at bout 3+
left the place at 5+
waited for weijin to complete dota.

wees~
off to marina bay!
we were *KIPNAPPED by the restaurant workers
i guess the competition is so intense
they provide to n fro bus service
we were all forced to.
reach the restaurant n the stupid owner
crapped bout how much he would lose if we dun eat there
n yet we take their bus service...
blar blar blar!
put $6 deposit!
but we din eat there
*PIN xIAN rmb the name!!!
instead we went to dragon n eat
rawks~~!!
i guess i prefer it there to seoul garden
lurvee the atmosphere.
but it kept pouring n stopped continously
the others eating in ther open space...
`aawwwww too badd~~
saddist me!
ate frm 7+ to 10
went to the arcade
daytona 2 is funn!

n off to esplanade to count down!
we reali had a hard tym deciding a location.
no fireworks. nobody countdown!
i din even noe it was 2005
until ppl started cheering
n i saw azmi n gang!
coincidence.
poor me
i was covered wif the soap spray!
aim my face . my hair
yuck sticky!
azmi n aaron could not escape either
i stole their spray!!!
` pi sss ssss ss~~
n idiotic zl pour water on mi!!
cold..
brrrr~~~

sat at nowhere n hear electrico sing
the breeze is nice.
i m so relax.
2005...
pls be a good year...
took nite rider 1
n home sweet home! =D

`y did mum tok to daddy again!!!!!!!