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Monday, November 15, 2004

For today's post..
i din haf any programmes today
except went out earlier in the morning to get the gun change
it had sum problems.
den i went home n play til i go bonkers
but now is my bro turn le.
FASTER 5pm!
my turnn!



`PS 2 RAWKS!!


dis week is conquer 'O' de last week
looking forward to it!



anyway...
why do ppl haf to comment on tings dat i haf purchase?
i admit i was reluctant to go for the camp
but why would i gif up a proficiency badge?
do they need to noe when n where i purchase those stuff?
so its wrong to fall sick huh?
doubting how i get my tings
to me is lyk an insult to my mum
dey are gifts frm her..
n yet ppl say "if she is sick why she can buy these tings?"



wad is the mentality of being unwell?
not able to walk isit?
did dey noe dat i mus follow another diet?
i cannot eat rations cause it contain oil n milk
ohh..
for any one's sake
i had gastric flu..
why do dey need to say bout tings i bought?
did dey realise how would i feel?
being unable to attend the camp
i felt kinda sad..
but wad did they say?



but i guess i cannot blame them
humans are always lidatt
always presuming n making their own perceptions
but it hurts so much huh?
intimidated...
i reali haf to make up for all the slaking
its hardd.
reali hard..
it all voice down to my attitude towards npcc
the commitmentt..
how much haf i reali put in?
gonna haf to put in more effort



i nid tym to let me prove myself